Hey, you

[enbror_kun]

I am ashamed I have not kept in touch. I miss your letters terribly. There's just so much more than geographical distance between us now that I don't know where to start. I've been bitter and emotionally stagnating for so long. My inner turmoil is not of much common interest, even if it was, I wouldn't know how to verbalize it

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[anonymous]

I was looking at this post, and then went back so many years ago to read your past ones and my comments. I'm still so embarrassed by the "devilsmercy03" -- Where did that even come from?

A part of me says that we should get rid of our livejournals, because they are so silly, but another part says to let them live on as relics of all the them we wasted (and, I guess continue to) on the internet.

And I got to thinking about how strange it is we found each other online, and began to write to one another. In a way, it is beautiful. Sometimes I find myself talking about our correspondence, and feel that I am naive if I do not dismiss it as someone I just don't know because we are so far apart--but, that's not reality, and I feel I know you on a surreal level. And, I think about how we both try to build each other up when we feel like we are both about to collapse. Can two troubled disciples be each other's saviors? We try.

I want to find a way to you this August.

AarØn