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I need to put my life back into perspective.  I was watching Bowling for Columbine, and one of the creators of South Park was saying how they drill things into your mind, like, some random stupid test that you could take in 6th grade will define the rest of your life, and you need to realize that after High-School you get a whole new life.  Also, I ( Read more... )

I'm counting how many times I think about sex. I don't count it when I'm like "oh yeah, I'm supposed to be thiking about..SEX!" but just when it's just like, my train of thought wanders there, and I think about it. I'm up to 3.

Hum, yeah, so, tomorrow's Easter. I can't decide if I should be kind, and hang out with the little brats, or keep my sanity, and stick with the adults. I think I'll chose the latter. I can't stand some kids. Ugh, I'm starting to hate these family get-togethers. My aunts would rather die than not have the family get together. And I mean, I ( Read more... )

I don't want to go to my cousin's house for Easter.  I mean, wtf, my parents are athiests, I'm Buddhist, yet all of my life I've been forced to pretend I like celebrating Christian holidays.   Uggg.  I'm so sick of my life.  I need a new lifestyle, or routine, or something.  I don't like how my parents make me live my life.  Neither of us are wrong ( Read more... )

I didn't go to school today.  I didn't go because I had a sore throat, and I was emotionally exausted, so I told my mom I was too sick to go.  I hate lying about everything like that, but I know what I need, and If I told the truth, I would never get any of it.  Then later Bea called and wanted to go to a movie with me, so I asked my mom, and told ( Read more... )

I have no energy left.   If I go to school tomorrow I will surely die.   I have this cold thing and a real bad sore throat.  But I'll stop talking about that stuff.

Ugh, my mom always wants me to teach her to do stuff on the computer, but I just can't stand teaching someone who lacks so much common sense.  I mean, god, she uses a computer all day ( Read more... )

YAAY!  Bea and I finally went biking on Sunday!  It was fantastic.

Also on Sunday I watched Bowling for Columbine.  It was one of the best movies I've seen.  It made me realize how violent our culture really is.   I just assumed it was like this everywhere.   If you visit the MSN Homepage you can see a thing about a school shooting in Minnesota.  ( Read more... )

FYI, an "X" means I've done it.

(   ) Snuck out of the house
(X) gotten lost in your city
(X) seen a shooting star
(X) been to any other countries besides the united states
(   ) had a serious surgery
(   ) gone out in public in your pajamas
(   ) kissed a stranger I had been introduced only minutes ago
(X) hugged a stranger
(   ) been in a fist fight
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I got contacts yesterday.   Yaaay!    I never realized how big and blue my eyes are.     When I put them in (I'm not very good yet)  I always 'cry'  well, not really like cry, but I'm really tear-y, because my eyes are really sensitive.  I've only put them in once myself.   And I can't wait to wear them to school.   I made my mom take a picture of ( Read more... )