I have to be the most ( Read more... )

I love how people walk over me and take me for granted. Its fucking amazing. I'm so sick of it. I dont think i deserve to deal with it. But im too scared to say anything =/ so idk what im supposed to do.

So i love it when people blow me off. It's deffinately the best ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. Ask me why. IDK ?!?! I just kinda feel like .. blahh. Like things are guna fall apart any second, and it will happen too fast i won't even know until its over. I'm at the new house. Which doesn't quite feel like home. I don't know if its due to the fact that not everything is here or something else. Lately nothing feels like it ( Read more... )

Wow i havent update in over a month. Oh well. Today i woke up early me and my mom went to enroll me in West Warwick. No more gay Pilgrim ha !! The only thing that stinks about that is leaving Linzi behind. But we'll still see each other all the time cause i love her <3. I am also finally moving out of this shit hole. New house for us !! =] I'm so ( Read more... )

So work sucks, and i aboslutely hate dealing with people all day. I never knew how ignorant some of them are. I just wanna kill them sometimes. Anyways works been keeping me pretty busy. But i soak up all the free time i have. Yesterday i had the dat off and i went to Seven Mile Road with Dave and Mike. We swam for a real long time, jumped off a ( Read more... )

Hey !! I havent updated this thing in a wicked long time. School is out as most of you know, summers been great but kinda busy since i got a job. I've been spending a lot of time with Linzi, Mike, Chelsea, and Dave <3 cause they're great kids. So i've been doing a lot of working, Sandy Lane Meat Market .. sounds like a great time eh ? lol. Anyways ( Read more... )

Friday night was Linzi's as usual. But we skipped the movie and hung out with her brother and all those guys. Man Hunt was good stuff. Yesterday was me and Lin just hanging out. We made cake and brownies and Chels came over and enjoyed that with us. They left. Thent my cousin came down with Hope so it was party time at my house. Fun times. Didnt ( Read more... )

So this morning i was in the bathroom putting my shirt on. My shirt rubbed up again my ear and one of my plugs fell into the sink and down the drain. So we spent all morning trying to find something to put in my ear so that the hole wouldnt close up. Needless to say, we didnt have much luck. So my mom let me stay home from school so i could go to ( Read more... )

Blahh ive been to lazy to update. But Friday was me and Linzi's usual. Then a Saturday night with Chelsea. Sunday i hung out with Chelsea and Andrew <3 because they're 2 of my favorite people. And then Monday was just school .. i came home and slept, then did nothing and that was about it. Today i went to Xan's which was awesome cause we laugh a ( Read more... )