Hmm

[emperormage]

Well, I have some time before I bother Brad into going over animal science notes for me, and just for a lack of anything better to do I'm going to update this. College is fine. Life is fine. I wish I could say that I loved someone or that I was crazy about someone, but I'm not. Just my luck, eh. Maybe I should have forwarded those stupid chain

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Miao~

[switchfox]

I doubt you're really looking for an answer on some online journal, BUT, since this is how we communicate anyway, I'll toss in a little food for thought. It may not make sense, but hopefully you'll get something out of it~

My answer to your last quote: The more you look, the less you find.

I may not be a world traveler (yet), but I've done a fair share of looking around for myself, and have come to the conclusion that mentally or physically, "you" aren't anywhere. It's a matter of doing, not looking. Do what you want, and you'll be there.

...And if you don't know what you want, do the crazier thing. You may regret it, but hell, at least you'll always have a story to tell, right?

[chicaduder]

I am going to go out on a limb here and say something sappy and stupid. Sam, I love that you are in my life. You are such a little bubble of honesty and you really have NO fear about speaking your mind. I find that refreshing and usually quite amusing. I hope you don't think I say this just because you posted it in your journal. Ok. I do say it since you brought it to my attention. But I am bad about forgeting to share the sap. So, just know I am so happy that I know you.
Little ol' me

[nihilityrue]

A lot has changed, and I have changed a lot. I've done a little growing up but I think part of me is still looking for myself. There are little parts...quirks, vague and strong memories, but I feel like a salad when I should be...I dunno, some well-made entree? Something with all the pieces melted together to form something goodI think you might be setting your goals of how to be just a bit to high..College is a time for expansion, growth, learning new things, trying new things, and I really do not think you could go up to any college student and have them say that they they don't feel the same way you do...Maybe a couple, but they probabyl just think they have themselves figured out. You're not even a semester out of high school, that time where you're still confused and starting to go out on your own and figure out who you are. But it's hard to figure out who you are with your parents breathing down yout neck