i just opened up my sleeping bag and put it on my floor. i put my comforter on top. i'm going to sleep on the floor tonight.
I'm not even sure what I think or feel anymore. But I know it's not what people want me to think, it's not what I should feel. I'm not what people want, and I don't know what to do about it.
I walked around my neighborhood with Nick tonight. He got horchatta at Benitos. We came back to my house and I jammed on my electr(on)ic guitar. I'm pretty sure this is the first of my public posts.