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[emowanderer]

Location: His TARDIS
For: Anyone

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*is sat in the kitchen of his TARDIS with all his candy out on the table* *has arranged it several times but still doesn't look happy with the arrangement* *starts sobbing* *calms himself again after a while and re-arranges his candy again*

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[generatedjenny]

*walks in on her way out to a nightclub* *spots him and frowns a little* Dad?

[generatedjenny]

*grabs his hand* It'll all work out.

[emowanderer]

*shakes his head* I don't think so. I'm too old, and too tired.

[generatedjenny]

Do you want it to work out?

[emowanderer]

It doesn't matter what I want, Jenny? Don't you see? It's never what I want. Not with anyone. It's always what they want. What's best for them. I'm the Universe's fucking doormat and that's never going to change. *gets to his room and flops face-first on the bed*

[generatedjenny]

Make it change! It's not like you to give up.

[emowanderer]

This is different. It's what I am. I'm the Doctor. Why do you think it is so many people from so many different planets love me? I give them what they want and never ask for anything in return. He's the only thing I want in return. And I thought...maybe, maybe if I was good..and helped everyone...*sighs* But karma doesn't exist. I could spend my whole life being a saint and I'd still not have my Koschei back.

[generatedjenny]

*places a hand on his back* Try and move on?

[emowanderer]

I haven't been able to move on for nearly 900 years. He's part of me and I feel incomplete without him...and miserable with him. *frowns* I need a distraction.

[generatedjenny]

Like? What sort of distraction?

[emowanderer]

*frowns a little* Same sort of distractiong I've been using my whole life. Humans. They've always distracted me from him. From the pain of not having him.

[generatedjenny]

Well there's plenty of them around.

[emowanderer]

*snorts* Yeah, because I'm here, no doubt. *sighs*

[generatedjenny]

*frowns* What do you mean?

[emowanderer]

*sighs* Almost all the humans here on Ophara are associated with me. It can't just be a coincidence. *sighs* It doesn't matter. Can you...*thinks* I don't know. Can you go find John Hart for me? He might understand this.

[generatedjenny]

*blinks* Sure. *stands* I wont be long.