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[emotionalwench]

God, I am just such a nervous/awkward person sometimes (well, most of the time), and I really hate it. I don't know how to change something about myself that seems to be so deep-seated

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[emotionalwench]

Thanks, honey. *hugs* Unfortunately, sweet people can still be (and often are) awkward...is there a way I can be sweet and NON-awkward? LOL.

[queenofspades89]

But then, I'd also be a pothead.

I love how this detraction needs no explanation. :D

[emotionalwench]

Haha, it really doesn't! No offense to anyone who partakes in a little pot every now and then -- I don't see too much wrong with that, but if you revolve your whole life around the next time you can get high...well, then that's a little sad, I think.

[queenofspades89]

Haha. Yeah. 'Nuff said.

[melodies36]

*pounce* Aww. I know how you feel. *hugs* But I also think you're an awesome person.

[emotionalwench]

Thanks hun.

[heartpause]

Aawww ♥♥ ((big, big hugs))

[emotionalwench]

((big hugs back))

I'm feeling better about myself today than I was yesterday, but I appreciate your kind comment nonetheless. :)

[shoebox_addict]

Oh, honey, no. It'd never be better to be a pothead. I don't really know what's going on and, as far as I'm concerned you don't have to elaborate if you don't want to. I give you lots and lots of hugs and remind you what an awesomely awesome person you are.

<3

[emotionalwench]

Oh, believe me, I definitely DON'T want to be a pothead! I tried pot like...twice and decided it wasn't for me (which I already pretty much knew beforehand anyway, but I wanted to be sure). My ex-boyfriend was a former pothead who, even after he stopped smoking it so much, was still a completely lazy loser with no drive or ambition...and I'd hate to be like that. I know that if I was in a numb daze all the time I wouldn't feel the amount of anxiety I often feel -- but I'd rather handle the stress and anxiety than be a loser, so...yeah.

Meh, I don't know if it's worth me getting into it. Yesterday was just a bad day for my anxiety and awkwardness. I'm feeling better today but I still appreciate your hugs and kind words. *hugs back*

[shoebox_addict]

LOLZ - okay, good. Yes, a perfect way to put it. The small amounts of awkwardness and such are definitely the lesser of two evils if the other one is being a loser. Good. :)

Ah, then don't. Glad that you're feeling better! <3