Tunneling in the Dark...Finding my Way...

[emotionalpoet17]

I'm so filled with thots that I almost feel emptee. It's strange and doesn't make sense but I'm just chasing them around right now. Trying to catch one that I'm happy with. Maybe I'm happy with all of them...I can't tell

Comments

[metalbound]

all i had to read was the first sentence and i knew exactly what you were talking about. i had one of those days yesterday as well.
i love your writing.
take care xx

Secret Admirer

[anonymous]

I can relate to what you wrote; i can always relateto what you write. you're really raw. You just bleed from your mind onto the screen, orpaper, or theears that listen. I think that there'sno word good enough to describe you. I'malways impressed! themore i read, the more I want to curl up inside of you and just stay there forever. you'remy favorite everything. please remember that everyone despises themselvessometimes. we all have our own little "trips' or whateveryou want to call 'em. you aren't alone in the way you feel, even if you're feeling a different level of it. I hope that made sense.Sometimes i worry that what I right isn't reaching you the way i'd like it to. the way your writing reaches me. as i was looking in the mirror last night I thought to myself, I wonder how you would describe me;

a great memory

[emotionalpoet17]

I'd describe you as beautiful. :) However, I think the more important thing to ponder would be: how would you describe yourself? Your words DO reach me, they make me smile and make me feel appriciated. Because I can't forget your kinds words, I can't forget a part of you. It's inside of me...something called a memory. Memories can stay forever, even the ones you don't want to sometimes. Because you are a friend/admirer/good memory, you already have crawled inside me and you will stay forever. Thank you for your really nice comment...it put a smile in my black little heart. :)

secret admirer

[anonymous]

I'm scaredof how fast I'm falling. your last reply to my comment sent someweird, unidentifiable sensation all overmy body. Thank you for everything you wrote;it was perfect as usual. ;) I'd describe myself as a love-struck, musicloving, paintcovered, mind boggeling dumbass. i'm not my number 1fan. (in case you couldn't tell.) you always make me feel so amazing. i really have a soft spot for you. i won't be able to sleep; you'll keep me up..again. if i dream, at least then i can hold you and kiss you. wow;getting too deep, right. well, thank you again for the reply. you make my little black heart bleed and smile and cry and yearn.

Re: secret admirer

[anonymous]

i hope you get into a car accident, and i love you kristen.

luv ya,
preston