and all it is is lies and mind games. feelings and emotions are unnecessary baggage in a world that couldn't care less. people desert you when you need them most...and you dont want to burden them with your crap, even though you need to... whatever...emo moment... moment over
Riley died today... I failed Jack... at least they can hang out now i suppose...feel like there should be something more i could have done to keep that promise...
things aren't getting better... i tried, i did... doesnt matter anyway...
so today i had a panic attack after school. it started at the end of 6th when my leg started to spaz... and then i just didnt want to talk... and then after 2nd bell i went upstairs with mike b and almost passed out. but i had to make up a thing for math. hahaha...so mike gave me a piggy back ride to my classroom. so i made up the notebook check
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why do people so desperately want to be different? special? an individual? everyone wants to be special and different, even as we strive to fit in. but why
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