KanJu (again)

[emmling]

Seats were in the 10th row, just on the corner of the back stage. We weren't really expecting any fansa or anything, and that was just fine 'cause the previous day had been so amazing for fanservice. We also dragged along our friend Youko, who had never been to any Johnny's show before... so we provided her with an uchiwa (Elle's, for BAD), a

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[snowqueenofhoth]

We've been going to see KanJu for forever now. We've had seats right up close to them, we've seen them on the street, talked to them, shaken their hands. They recognize us and they know who our 担当 are. I'm having problems putting words to it, but having Hama-chan finally see me holding his uchiwa and giving me so much love, and then looking for me when we were back in the stands... I couldn't help but cry about it when talking to Kiran. Because I could see him recognize me and he knows.Aw. AWWWW. Seriously. I know exactly how you feel, and it's actually really nice to see this, because not so many people understand, and also I feel really self-conscious posting about it. Like people are going to judge and be all "omg how deluded is she?! *ROLLS EYES

[emmling]

Yaaaay, somebody else understands! Thank you so much!

I totally cry about it. And I don't care, because you know what? It's something special, and I treasure it. Each and every moment of it.

THIS. And for me too, being a Daichi担 (which, deep down, I still am because how do you just get over six years of 応援 and fangirling for somebody?), there was the added sense of acceptance from Hama-chan in that last year was rough for us, but we can ganbatt along together. And yeah. Tears. So many tears.

...and I still feel silly even commenting about it here. >_<; How many people are reading this? *HIDES*

Same.

[snowqueenofhoth]

You don't get over it quickly, that's for sure. I can't even imagine. You've been at this way longer than me.

Just curious, but why don't you participate at the Kanju community? I'm sure you'd have a lot to contribute!

[emmling]

Because.... I don't know, really. There have been a couple times where I've been accused of making stuff up, and in general I'd rather stay out of any internet drama. I also feel silly displaying my fangirl flail to a general audience. And until recently I didn't really have anywhere good to store photo scans, so it was a bit awkward to share them.

Um, yeah. Habit, I guess?

I do peek over there every so often and if there's something I want to comment on I do...