Happy birthday! Sorry if it is late, but you're not on my FB so I didn't know! (although feel free to add me if you want).
I hope your day was good nevertheless. It is my birthday on Friday and I'm not such a big fan of birthdays. I detest the reminder of my own mortality.
I like your reflective post though, and I hope you get to achieve all the things you want to do. It is nice to have goals. I feel a bit goaless at the moment, and I want to change that.
Wow! Thank you! I've just sent you the request. I appreciate it! :D
Yes, I had a good day and not so lonely after all. I visited my granny and spent the evening with my brother who lives in another city and just popped right in at my birthday weekend:).
I like birthdays and the fact of aging, because with age comes (or should come) life experience and wisdom, but from the biological point of view it sucks, because you can't do things which you could do maybe 10 years back:-\. And this world isn't the best place in the universe, so having in perspective something much better, somehow I can't wait to die. Well, it's the matter of belief, so I have this hope... not that I'm going to kill myself. No! I'm not in any cult. OK, I'm starting rambling.
And thank you! I do also hope to achieve the goals in this life (haha!) and that you'll soon find something to pursue. *cheer*
Glad you had a good non-lonely day! I don't mind spending time alone, but it is always nice to spend your birthday with someone, I guess? I don't like a big fuss, but I at least like it acknowledged.
I'm not a big fan of aging, or death. As a kid I used to be terrified of death, and I guess that has never really got any better. Maybe my atheism is to blame, lol!
I don't like a big fuss either! All this expectation that there should be a big birthday party causes more stress than it's worth it. It's different when you're a kid, but now, as you said, I like it acknowledged too.
And yes, atheism doesn't help. When I think that what if there's nothing after this life, I feel scared too, depressed and cheated. It's not fair if all we get is this world and this life.
YES! Small beginnings and I hope not many people will be listening to it at first, so we have enough time to polish up the rust. But yes, this is so exciting! :D
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I hope your day was good nevertheless. It is my birthday on Friday and I'm not such a big fan of birthdays. I detest the reminder of my own mortality.
I like your reflective post though, and I hope you get to achieve all the things you want to do. It is nice to have goals. I feel a bit goaless at the moment, and I want to change that.
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Yes, I had a good day and not so lonely after all. I visited my granny and spent the evening with my brother who lives in another city and just popped right in at my birthday weekend:).
I like birthdays and the fact of aging, because with age comes (or should come) life experience and wisdom, but from the biological point of view it sucks, because you can't do things which you could do maybe 10 years back:-\. And this world isn't the best place in the universe, so having in perspective something much better, somehow I can't wait to die. Well, it's the matter of belief, so I have this hope... not that I'm going to kill myself. No! I'm not in any cult. OK, I'm starting rambling.
And thank you! I do also hope to achieve the goals in this life (haha!) and that you'll soon find something to pursue. *cheer*
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Glad you had a good non-lonely day! I don't mind spending time alone, but it is always nice to spend your birthday with someone, I guess? I don't like a big fuss, but I at least like it acknowledged.
I'm not a big fan of aging, or death. As a kid I used to be terrified of death, and I guess that has never really got any better. Maybe my atheism is to blame, lol!
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And yes, atheism doesn't help. When I think that what if there's nothing after this life, I feel scared too, depressed and cheated. It's not fair if all we get is this world and this life.
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and well, everything sounds like you're happy, so i'm happy for you.
:)
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