Fic: "Until My Dying Breath", Chapter Seven: Part One -- Kurt/Blaine Vampire AU.

[emilianadarling]

Thank you so much for still reading, everyone!! \o/ I'm terribly sorry to the people whose comments I haven't responded to yet -- I've been very busy with Uni, and have been prioritizing my fandom time into getting this written and posted as soon as possible. Rest assured, I will respond to all of them!

Thank you a million for letting me know

Comments

[cassidychase]

Holy fuck, this scene has me so turned on right now *drool*

I've never been one to enjoy bloodplay, but Vampire!Kurt is just hnnggg. Gah I dunno know what to do with myself.

all hot blood and breakable ~~ serious chills. *whimper* so turned on. why???

I love Blaine's resignation to the inevitable. He's still terrified but he knows there's nowhere to run so he's sort of accepted it and he's kissing Kurt back and *drool*

In some twisted corner (ok, not so much a corner but a large atrium, possibly a stadium or maybe Asia) in my mind that lives in the fantasy world, this scene is freaking gold. Rationally this should be horrifying but gah, just imagining this happening is got me so worked up.. i dunno even know what I'm saying anymore.

Team Vampire!Blaine!! Can't wait for that. Lol that i all started out feeling so scared and sorry for Blaine for going through so much trauma and now I'm are all like *drool* get him kurt, get him !!

[emilianadarling]

Aha, when I first read this comment all I could think was 'oh, just you wait! There's more coming, I promise!' XD

Didn't you mention really enjoying the blood-drinking in the dreams earlier, though? *confused* Huh! Maybe I'm confusing your comments with someone else's, because I could have sworn you were into that! I know that bloodplay has never been something I've been into before, but it's definitely essential for a vampire AU and I actually really, really found myself enjoying writing it here. *nodnod*

You're very right about Blaine, though. Nowhere to run, no way he could run with Kurt threatening his parents like that. And then there's nothing left to do but to surrender to it.

In some twisted corner (ok, not so much a corner but a large atrium, possibly a stadium or maybe Asia) <-- *LAUGHS SO HARD OMG*

Haha, your progression toward Blaine throughout the story has been so interesting!! XD Thank you so much for always letting me know what you think as it shifts and changes!

[cassidychase]

Hehe, Ikr? So much more awesome to come, well, it arrived already, so yea XD XD XD Enjoyed it so very much, as evidenced by the other comments I made XD

[ficcy]

The way Blaine just submits to it is making me all hot and bothered, damn. And I love how he still wants Kurt, that there's a part of him that hopes that Kurt was loving and human, instead of a monster. I really don't want Blaine to be a vampire. The way he is here, I think he'd just feel so tortured to turn into one.

[emilianadarling]

Mmmm, glad that Blaine's submissiveness in this chapter was doing nice things for you! But yes; there's very much a large part of Blaine that actively looks and seeks out the more human elements within this monstrous version of Kurt.

I am afraid, though, that Blaine's situation is getting quite precarious indeed... :(

[frumiousme]

terrifyingly sexy.

[emilianadarling]

Thank you!

[loonylevicorpus]

I AM FREAKING OUT IN TERROR AND EXCITEMENT AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED READING YET. DO YOU SEE WHAT THIS FIC IS DOING TO ME???

I really, really would like to know what music is playing in the background when Blaine wakes up. I love the idea of vampire!Kurt owning an old record player.

ADLGHALKDFBWEIGSNBAELFNWBLDFKWEB he's laying on Kurt's chest!

"It’s a familiar voice; high and teasing, with a hint of affection nudging at the edges... Into the shape of someone’s body, holding him close."It kind of breaks my heart to think that Kurt must have waited, and wanted, so badly and for so long, to find someone to be with. He may be a vampire but I'm sure that under his ruthless nature he's been lonely. And now he's finally found the one he wants, and is maybe realizing for the first time that he truly has been lonely. The way that he's set them up in this scene, laying together like lovers, it just makes me feel bad for him. Even though he's this terrible monster he feels something for Blaine and he thinks he's going to be doing him this

[loonylevicorpus]

"He grins, and all at once the world is twisting as Kurt moves lightning-quick, grabbing Blaine by the waist and yanking him over so quickly the Blaine can’t even register the movement. It’s too fast to process, and suddenly he’s lying right on top of Kurt with the other boy looking up at him hungrily."
And here Kurt is putting Blaine in the position of power when you'd expect him, as a predator, to want to dominate at all times. It's like he's trying to make Blaine more comfortable with the situation. He wants it to be as wonderful for Blaine as it is for him.

"The responses that could follow that particular question cannot be accurately summarized in a few sentences, and the fact that Kurt can’t guess - that he seems genuinely at a loss as to why Blaine could possibly be feeling this way - makes something small and unpleasant clench inside of him"
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT AND IT BREAKS MY HEART.

"Because Kurt is a killer, and Kurt is a lover. He is neither, and he is both: a quiet ruthlessness woven insidiously

[emilianadarling]

I AM FREAKING OUT IN TERROR AND EXCITEMENT AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED READING YET. DO YOU SEE WHAT THIS FIC IS DOING TO ME??? <--- YES BB AND I LOVE EVERY SECOND OF IT! :D

I can safely say that vampire!Kurt definitely owns an old record player. In the same way that canon!Kurt is nostalgic for things like the Spice Girls and Britney Spears, this Kurt is very nostalgic for the cultural aspects that he grew up with.

And yes, the chapter opens with Blaine lying on Kurt's chest. You're so, so very right in that there's a very strange, very darkly innocent quality to Kurt in some ways. He's simply lacking the tools and morals to fully understand what Blaine is going through or feeling and even though he can remember his own experiences, he can't fully relate to them anymore. I think that it's obvious that Kurt does feel something very strong for Blaine, even if it's not any kind of healthy human love in its current form. He feels that he's doing something good, and kind, and special for Blaine -- but Blaine simply cannot feel the same

[emilianadarling]

I love how you highlight the unexpectedness of Kurt's pulling Blaine on top of him; the way it puts Blaine in the 'powerful' position. Because what I really think is important here is to realize that Kurt has nothing to prove. He doesn't have to assert his power over Blaine anymore, not really; not in the overt way he's already been doing. He has what he wants, and he's going to take it, and something as pedestrian and unimportant as who is physically on top is so utterly important it's not even worth considering. He wants Blaine closer, so he pulls him closer.

He wants it to be as wonderful for Blaine as it is for him. <-- and then, of course, there is this aspect as well. YOU ARE SO RIGHT YES.

And oh, Kurt. :( He just... can't quite comprehend Blaine's feelings, a lot of the time. He doesn't have the ability to. Not anymore. But I absolutely adore that you can still see the Kurt in him, oh my gosh. Thank you, thank you, THANK you so much

[fara1903]

That was so hot! What was Kurt talking about with this is the way it should be his plan got spoilt?

[emilianadarling]

Do you remember, way back in Chapter Two, when Kurt is outside Blaine's door for the very first time? And how he's very upset that Blaine found out he was a vampire when he killed that man on the street?

Here is the scene that sentence is referencing:

“Why me?” asks Blaine quickly, forcing the words out into the air. “What do you want from me?”

A low, pleasurable noise floats through the divider between them.

“Everything,” whispers Kurt. The word a drawn-out exhalation of heat and certainty, and it takes all Blaine has not to gag at the idea of what everything is to a monster like him. Kurt laughs again, chiming and sweet. “I had all these plans, you know. It was going to be romantic for you. Candles, and flowers. Whispered words as I took you to my bed and had you. And then, at that very special moment...” His voice cuts off into a hummed noise of pleasure. “It would have been perfect. Something to cherish. I’m very upset that it’s been spoiled.”

Thank you so very much for reading! :)

[fara1903]

Yes bb, thanks! I do remember that particular conversation!