Chasing dreams
Title: Chasing dreams
Pairings: KAT-TUN member ai, teeny Akame.
Rating: G
Disclaimer: don’t own anything.
Summary: Jin thinks of what he’ll be if not a Johnny’s. Then he realizes that being A of KAT-TUN is still the best. Because it’s jinjin’s birthday. Otanjoubi omedeto my love.
Logically, he thinks he’s a loss to the football world. It is one field that he honestly can imagine himself in; the fame, the glory, the babes and the riches sans sparkly costumes. He loves the beautiful game; always did and always has. The speed, the intensity, it just all builds up, tension bursting in the heart when one plays. He likes the exhausting feeling with the burning sensation of oxygen deprivation in the lungs.
Football would have been wonderful. Even if he didn’t play for Japan (which he always dreamt of when he was young) or internationally like Hidetoshi Nakata (which he still completely worships), he would have been perfectly content just playing in the J League. The game will always remain special in his heart.
He thinks he’ll make a good composer song writer as well. He knows he creates good songs, whether in his native language or otherwise. The melody comes naturally to him; lyrics flowing through him easily. Music is one of his passions anyway. He could write for artistes, whether in a group or solo acts. It would be an interesting prospect.
Or perhaps a bar owner? The nightlife is suited for a nocturnal creature like him. There would thrill and excitement of everyday drama. All the pounding music and sensuous, gorgeous dancing people. Wouldn’t that be a blast? It would be fun and yet challenging at the same time. Imagine the different people he’d get to meet on a daily basis!
With his amazing good looks, all pretty Japanese with a hint of Caucasian, he would be a drool worthy fashion model. The big brands would all court him, beg him to be theirs. He’d likely be on billboards everywhere, his gorgeous visage on a multitude of commercials and advertisements for the whole world.
Yet, when he looks around the dressing room he is sitting in, Ueda and Nakamaru discussing something loudly, Koki annoying a Taguchi who too absorbed by his game to care and Kame asleep on his shoulder after a late night photo shoot, he thinks otherwise.
If he were anything else, he wouldn’t have them. They may be irritating and noisy but they are his beloved bandmates. What would he do without them really; and what would he do without the beautiful man asleep by his side. As the A of KAT-TUN, he gets the fame and glory and babes and riches of a footballer, he still can create brilliant music for himself and others, he meets all sorts of different people every day; in fact, they listen to his music and his face is one of the most recognizable around.
He gets the best of all worlds he thinks, as Kame snuggles closer to him.