actions speak louder than words.

[emerylovesyou]

this week has been going pretty well iam doing better in school iam starting to go to therapy and it is helping alot although sometimes i know i shouldnt but i lie to my therapist i dont trust her i think she`ll tell my guardians what i tell her so i lie

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[litto_yvy]

reading your entries inspire me.
i know that deep down inside you are an amazingly
strong person & i KNOW that you can overcome anything.
i may not know you personally or not even through AIM or watever
but i know that life can be extremly tough at times but you make
it through, may God bless you hun.

everything will be alrite & i'm here for you.
<33

[dolphin_mama]

*hugs* you tight, I have missed you my friend. I am glad to see your still with me, sad to see you are going thru so much. I wish I could help you in some way. I am always here for you. ALWAYS

i love you for this.

[loveswhispers]

sometimes i know i shouldnt but i lie to my therapist i dont trust her i think she`ll tell my guardians what i tell her so i lie.

i went thru a courtship because my therapist told my father almost everything i said to her...after me signing some release form thingie agreeing that what went on and what was said would stay between me and her...effing liar.

smile because you're not alone.
infidelity...same here my father cheated on my mother mulitple times and i guess she finally had enough...it's funny tho we never knew about it until the day they told us about the seperation.

i'm always here for you and if you need to email me. im listening
sweetalese@aol.com

[snookie_julez]

hey! its me... your new LJ friend =]. Well I`m a friend of Litto_Yvy's and she's very wise. she basically said what I wanted to say. A person who can go through so much, as you have, and still keep the faith of one day finding that warmth that they long for, well that by all means, makes you amazing. Keep your head up. Hard as it may seem to believe at times, life DOES get better. There are good days, bad days, awesome days, and horrible days. but you HAVE TO HAVE TO keep your head above the mess. trust me. I read some of your past entries, and I havent gone through not even a 1/4th of the things you have, but I have had my really tough times as well. Heres a quote by Charles Swindell.. hopefully it`ll help...

"I am convinced life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it..."

<3 Jewelz

[yours2break]

Damn. I'm going through something really similar. My parents are getting divorced and I've had to go to trust counselors and group meetings and it drains me out. It drains me of emotion. & I hate how whenever I go to one of these they just EXACTLY what to say to make me cry.
Lately, I too have been feeling really numb. I try to explain it but I just can't. Not in words. And I feel like my friends are getting annoyed with me & that doesnt help with the stress I'm already going under.
I feel like lying to the counselors too because I don't want them telling my mom whats going on in my head and what my feelings are.. but whats the point of going to one if youre not going to open up & tell them the truth. They might perscribe you some medicine you dont need or tell you something thats not true or better yet tell your guardians whats wrong with you and then have it not be true. =\
In the end I think its best that you tell them the truth because it does help even the slightest bit. I mean it cant hurt. Only make you stronger.

<3Love,