Fanmix: NCIS - Tony/Jeanne - Deep Cover
Medium: TV
Fandom: NCIS
Subject: Tony/Jeanne (Tony's POV)
Title: Deep Cover
Warnings: Spoilers through beginning of Season 5
Notes: This is technically a Tony/Jeanne mix, but it's less focused on the romance and more about Tony's perspective on the whole op.
Cover art and songs available here
Track Listing
01. Trip - Hedley
Like a ton of bricks it hit me
And woke me from this dream
No matter how hard I tried to wash my hands
I could never get 'em clean
I could never get 'em clean
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing
That I'll never follow through
02. Pitter Pat - Erin McCarley
I've lost my sense of right and wrong
Well-justified my soul to carry on
It feels so damn good to write off the rules
But when a new day breaks,
I'm left a fool I'm such a fool
Pain takes my heart's place
But your sweet sweet love,
oh I can taste it but still can't face it
03. Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
04. Goodnight, Travel Well - The Killers
Every word you spoke, and everything you said
Everything you left me, rambles in my head
And there's nothing I can say
There's nothing I can do now
Goodnight, travel well
05. Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick
Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone
finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up
then I'm giving up
If this is giving up
then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
06. Ungodly Hour - The Fray
And I am short on words knowing what's occurred
She begins to leave because of me
Her bag is now much heavier
I wish that I could carry her
But this is our ungodly hour
07. I Should Have Told You - Fuel
If I don't see you again
I only hope someday you understand
Time turns good love to goodbye
I should have told you
It's all it would ever be
08. Goodbye - Natalie Imbruglia
Keep my head on straight
And don't look down
With all I've pushed away
I'm losing ground
But they tell me I'll be fine
That it will all get better
Just try to write it down
Or put it in a letter
But the words won't play
And there's no
Easy way to say
Goodbye, goodbye
09. This Is How A Heart Breaks - Rob Thomas
Life is like a mean machine
It made a mess outta me
It left me caught between
Like an angry dream I was stranded
I was stranded
And I'm steady but I'm starting to shake
And I don't know how much more I can take
This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can take
This is how a heart breaks
You take a hit now you feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks
10. Do What You Have To Do - Sarah McLachlan
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how
to let you go
11. It Is What It Is - Lifehouse
I was only trying to bury the pain
But I made you cry and I can't stop the crying
Was only trying to save me
But I lost you again
Now there's only lying
Wish I could say it's only me
12. Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Fandom: NCIS
Subject: Tony/Jeanne (Tony's POV)
Title: Deep Cover
Warnings: Spoilers through beginning of Season 5
Notes: This is technically a Tony/Jeanne mix, but it's less focused on the romance and more about Tony's perspective on the whole op.
Cover art and songs available here
Track Listing
01. Trip - Hedley
Like a ton of bricks it hit me
And woke me from this dream
No matter how hard I tried to wash my hands
I could never get 'em clean
I could never get 'em clean
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing
That I'll never follow through
02. Pitter Pat - Erin McCarley
I've lost my sense of right and wrong
Well-justified my soul to carry on
It feels so damn good to write off the rules
But when a new day breaks,
I'm left a fool I'm such a fool
Pain takes my heart's place
But your sweet sweet love,
oh I can taste it but still can't face it
03. Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
04. Goodnight, Travel Well - The Killers
Every word you spoke, and everything you said
Everything you left me, rambles in my head
And there's nothing I can say
There's nothing I can do now
Goodnight, travel well
05. Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick
Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone
finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up
then I'm giving up
If this is giving up
then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
06. Ungodly Hour - The Fray
And I am short on words knowing what's occurred
She begins to leave because of me
Her bag is now much heavier
I wish that I could carry her
But this is our ungodly hour
07. I Should Have Told You - Fuel
If I don't see you again
I only hope someday you understand
Time turns good love to goodbye
I should have told you
It's all it would ever be
08. Goodbye - Natalie Imbruglia
Keep my head on straight
And don't look down
With all I've pushed away
I'm losing ground
But they tell me I'll be fine
That it will all get better
Just try to write it down
Or put it in a letter
But the words won't play
And there's no
Easy way to say
Goodbye, goodbye
09. This Is How A Heart Breaks - Rob Thomas
Life is like a mean machine
It made a mess outta me
It left me caught between
Like an angry dream I was stranded
I was stranded
And I'm steady but I'm starting to shake
And I don't know how much more I can take
This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can take
This is how a heart breaks
You take a hit now you feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks
10. Do What You Have To Do - Sarah McLachlan
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how
to let you go
11. It Is What It Is - Lifehouse
I was only trying to bury the pain
But I made you cry and I can't stop the crying
Was only trying to save me
But I lost you again
Now there's only lying
Wish I could say it's only me
12. Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone