Bitter-Angry, Bitter-Sweet: Reflections on a Nine-Year Journey

[emeraldimajia]

I started this blog in spring 2005, just a few months after leaving Zendik. At that time, I still cleaved to the Zendik mission. I wanted, more than anything, to mow down my “DeathKultur” fantasies so I could return to the Farm and commit for life. Instead, with a lot of help from many friends, I stumbled towards understanding Zendik as a mirage, a

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bugzy zendik

[anonymous]

It was 1993 and I was 20 when I lived with the Zendiks, in Bastrop. I had a one year old baby and lived the winter and part of the spring with them

Re: bugzy zendik

[emeraldimajia]

Hania, please email me - madgelma[at]hotmail.com - and I'll see what I can do.