EVERYTHING I SAID IN MY POST YESTERDAY ABOUT THINGS WORKING WITH EAN, JUST FORGET IT.

(+) SAM AND I ARE NO LONGER FIGHTING; WE'VE APOLAGIZED, AND FORGIVEN EACHOTHER, AND WE'RE FRIENDS AGAIN. WE MET UP FOR AN HOUR AND HALF YESTERDAY AND TALKED, AND VISITED AYMEE, AND THINGS ARE NORMAL AGAIN ( Read more... )

I HAVE ANOTHER SINUS INFECTION.
I BABYSIT FOR ANOTHER 7 HOURS TOMORROW.
AND THEN WORK FOR 5.
AND I'M ON THE VERGE OF ANOTHER ANXIETY ATTACK.

I FEEL LIKE BREAKING DOWN.
AND I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.
BUT I WANT THIS,
AND I'M GOING TO MAKE IT WORK.

LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZING.
I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO STOP SMILING SINCE.
EEEK!

...LET IT BURN RIGHT THROUGH MY SHOES. THESE SOLES ARE USELESS WITHOUT YOU ( Read more... )

AYMEE'S HAVING CONTRACTIONS, EACH 8 MINUTES APART AND LASTING ABOUT 40 SECONDS.
THIS MIGHT BE IT, KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED AND PRAY FOR NOAH RILEY FISHER.
♥

I faintly remember yesterday, Oh so close yet far away from the lives that we once etched in stone. Who would think that it would last, Please just give it one more chance. Forever is a word that only grows. And never in this saddest moment, I feel we're letting go. And if you take me, please don't leave me, I'll never let you go.This is goodbye, ' ( Read more... )

IT'S FUCKING SAD THAT I CAN'T EVEN VISIT ONE MY BEST FRIENDS AT HIS SCHOOL WITHOUT GETTING SHIT FROM PUNK ASS LITTLE BITCHES WHO DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME. TALK ABOUT BEING FUCKING IMMATURE. I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING BELIEVE HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO COME UP TO ME IN THE FIRST PLACE ( Read more... )

I'M LONELY.
CALL ME JUST TO TALK?
CALL ME TO HANG OUT?
SEND ME A LENGTHY EMAIL TELLING ME ALL ABOUT YOUR WEEKEND, OR WHATS BEEN GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE?
EMAIL ME A LIST OF GOOD BAND RECOMMENDATIONS?
SEND ME A RANDOM PICTURE YOU'D THINK I'D ENJOY?

I'LL RETURN THE FAVOR.