So I'm about to go watch one of the best movies in the world: Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind. Oh how I love Jim Carey in this movie. And whatever the fuck the girl's name is who plays Clemintine.

I was all happy earlier. And now I'm not. And I don't feel like telling you why.

I'm taking my camera to school tomorrow. So I will post the ( Read more... )

I'm
A
Mess.

Go to this website and listen to Gatsby Get's The Green Light. Trust me, they're worth it!! http://www.battleofthebands.com/battlebak/bb9/bands/gatsbygetsthegreenlight/ ( Now, don't you wish you were me? )

I like the w-a-y you never sleep.

I like the promises you never keep.

My day went from gross and rainy, to entertaing and fun, then all of a sudden it went to a major downgrade and sucked. So I guess Friday is being spent depressed. Oh well. I spent my Friday at the grocery store, getting groceries with my mom..well 30 minutes of my Friday. The ( Read more... )

I need a new boy in my life. To spice it up. Make it exciting. Oh la la. There's this hot boy on my lunch shift. But Jessica pushed me into a trash can >_< when he was standing there. I was like "Damn, don't I look like an idiot." But oh well. It happened, and it's over. She's just mad that I have bigger boobs than her. Hahaha.

I think I am ( Read more... )

You don't know how to love me.

Not even how to kiss me.

I don't know why.

I love you baby.

I'm still in love.

With you boy.

I am dependent on others. I'm so fucking gay.

( I should have known better )

This is bullshit. I can't figure out what to write without making all you readers depressed and emo, sympathatic, or annoyed as hell with me. And I don't want any of that to happen. So I might as well not even be writing this shit. My life is gay. I need friends. I need to get the fuck out of this school. I need to get out of this state. I need to ( Read more... )

I feel like a deer facing the headlights of that pick up truck. An animal. Dead. Lying on the highway. As thousands of cars roll past. Bones crushing. Blood splattering. Oozing. Flattened. Completely gone in a matter of seconds. That's how I feel right now. I feel like a lame ass motherfucker. With nothing to do. Not happy, nor am I sad. Not ( Read more... )

( be my heater, be my lover )

Well okay. Let's get ourselves into another mess. That's what I seem to be doing to myself. It seems I always do this to myself...whatever.

Yesterday--homework <3 hung out with Adam, Blake, Mike, and Ian <3 napped <3 dinner <3 Costco <3 gas station <3 Target <3 home <3 dye hair redder <3 wait endlessly for phone call <3 give up <3 sleep ( Read more... )