I wish Lyon could've gotten supports. >:
[First of all, your votes]
x x ...That's all there was. COME ON GUYS YOU KNOW I'VE VOTED ON LIKE 100 APPS HERE. D:
[basics]
Name/Alias: Mel.
Age: 22.
Gender: Female.
Stamped as: Soren.
[about you]
How would you describe yourself? To say I'm eccentric would be putting it nicely. I'm extremely creative and I definitely have my own way of thinking. I'm very intelligent in my own special way; I'm very good at analyzing things and I do it without even thinking about it. I can see things from every angle and I'm a good tactical thinker (even when the situation doesn't call for it). I have this huge contradiction in that I understand people very well and I have a very strong sense of empathy (which oftentimes I hate), but I'm still very awkward around people and it's hard for me to be socially comfortable.
How do you think others see you? Some people say I'm the most caring person they've ever met, and some people tell me I'm a cold bitch. I guess it's a matter of how deep you're willing to look.
Strong points: My creativity is definitely my strongest point; I've been told by many people that I'm the most creative person they've ever met. I also take pride in my intellect. I can be extremely kind and polite around people I don't know on any sort of personal level. I can find beauty in things that others don't bother to see and I have a strong appreciation for life of all kinds; I consider this a strong point no matter what anybody says.
Weak points: I am EXTREMELY untrusting of people. I didn't have anybody I could for a long time and when I did, I got hurt a lot. No matter how much I try to support a friend and get them to open up to me, I rarely do the same for them. I'm extremely sensitive and I'm a deep thinker with deep emotions and that usually causes problems. I'm also very, very obsessive-compulsive and I overanalyze everything (and I mean EVERYTHING). I'm also a little vain.
Likes: Animals, nature, Yuki Kajiura, my OCs, the sound of the violin, dark humor, psychological horror.
Dislikes: Stupid people, overbearing people, narcissictic people, selfish people, people who hurt my friends, people who patronize me.
What are you good at? Creating (this applies mostly to my original stories and OCs), writing, cooking to a degree, I have a very strong connection with animals and I definitely consider that a talent.
What are you not so good at? Sports, painting, having good people skills, finding the balance between completely clamming up and talking someone's ear off (it's always one or the other, depending on the person).
If you had a theme song, which song would it be? I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW I AGONIZED OVER THIS. To find one to represent me by lyrics and sound is so hard I basically gave up and just went with lyrics and decided on "Alone" by Mikuni Shimokawa.
[let’s make a choice]
Mature or immature? Mature by nature, immature by choice. Though usually my maturity gets the better of me.
Pessimistic, realistic or optimistic? Dark realist. I don't think THE WORLD IS A LOVELESS AND TERRIBLE PLACE but I'm not gonna sugar-coat things either.
Persistent or weak-willed? Persistent but timid, if that makes ANY sense. It does to me. XD;
Listener or speaker? Usually listener; there are a very few people I'll talk endlessly to.
Cynical or faithful? I don't know which way this question is supposed to be taken. I'm cynical, but I'm not faithless to everything. I use my head a lot but I also follow my heart.
Leader or follower? People come to me for advice and what have you, but I'd rather not completely lead.
Rational or emotional? BOTH SO HARD. If you've ever wondered how you can be very much both? Get to know me.
Confident or modest? Modest for the most part.
Outgoing or shy? Shy.
Energetic or calm? Calm by personality, energetic in that I hate laziness.
Short-tempered or cold-headed? Haha, hard to say. A little of both. It can be really hard to get me angry, but when people know how to push my buttons...
Cautious or impulsive? Cautious with bouts of impulsiveness. (I'm not being very helpful, am I?)
Tidy or messy? Tidy.
Outdoors or indoors? Outdoors.
Forgiving or vindictive? Oh wow, completely depends. By nature I'm very forgiving and I kind of hate that, but I never, never forget.
[in the fire emblem realm]
Describe your life in this world: I always imagine myself as the enigmatic sort of character who's somehow integrally tied into the plot, and in that case I think my day-to-day life would largely depend on, well, the plot. XD;
Do you prefer to work alone or in a group? Small groups are best but I could work alone if need be.
Why do you fight? Probably because of that plot-tie-in thing again. Or if you want a real answer, I'd be fighting to help the people I care about, either alongside them or to protect/save them.
Close or long range? L-lulz I was stamped as a mage so both-but-favoring-distance (those are the units I usually use so that would be my answer anyway).
Which stats are more important to you? Speed and skill.
Are you loyal to your leader/employee or would you turn your back on them if the other side made you a better offer? If my leader didn't have my complete and unquestionable loyalty I wouldn't be with them in the first place.
You’re fighting the bad guys, but they’re super powerful and it looks like you’re going to lose. Do you run, or do you prefer to fight till the very end? Honestly, my first instinct would probably be to keep the people I care about safe; I'd try to protect them so they can run--and if they're stubborn and won't, then I'll fight with them.