boys are retarded.. they use and they abuse.. Everytime i let them in.. i realize that they never wanted me in the first place.. i was just a speedbump on their drive to greatness.. I am sick of being hurt and used.. boys have such an influence over me its sick.. I just want to scream cry and rip my hair out.. but what good will that do? they wouldnt care... they got what they wanted from me.. I hate myself for liking them.. this is why you and I, miss shelber, we should slaughter every last one of them.. Even the best boys cant be saved.. I dont know what to do anymore.. I am destined to be alone.. fat alone, uncoordinated, ugly elephant girl for the rest of my life..
WHy do i let them hurt me so? I know what they are doing.. and I know what i should be doing but right before.. right as i want to end things change things right in that moment.. my heart says trust and my head says run... right in that moment i make the wrong choice.. and I get screwed over... i wish i could use and abuse boys like they use and abuse me..
we are not all stupid/mean/users/cruel/idiots/brick-headed, but a majority of us are. I may be socially stupid, but I am brain smart. I hope all is going well.
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WHy do i let them hurt me so? I know what they are doing.. and I know what i should be doing but right before.. right as i want to end things change things right in that moment.. my heart says trust and my head says run... right in that moment i make the wrong choice.. and I get screwed over... i wish i could use and abuse boys like they use and abuse me..
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-b +- sqrt(b^2 - 4ac)
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2a
2, 3, 5, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 23, 29, 31
1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89
we are not all stupid/mean/users/cruel/idiots/brick-headed, but a majority of us are.
I may be socially stupid, but I am brain smart.
I hope all is going well.
-Tim
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