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[ellengirl]

Yes, it's Philadelphia,PA. No, I do not live there...my heart is there though...well, i've never seen the city per se...but I've been there twice for treatment at Renfrew. I know,lame. But I miss my T and a certain counselor there so so so much.:( it's painful. I get so easily attached to people..i've been gone nearly a year and I still miss it...

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[ellengirl]

i know,kristen...im sorry to like, mention them. I hope you're okay! I was surprised when reading your entry...your dad didn't do anything? How did you feel? You only took two..it was esp crazy, bc when you took 5 nothing happened! I guess it was the abuse over time:( the box even says dont use longer than a week!

I really hope you are okay,girl. I feel like I know you and I wish you were closer..I was thinking about you throughout the day hoping and praying nothing happened.:( I will try hard for you and for myself, to stop taking those fucking things. popping those things are addictive..it's piece of mind..even when i believe they dont do anything...

Yeah, the room was spinning but there's a block of time i dont even remember...also, i said such stupid things (which is to be expected!) but seriously...and i didnt even throw up..it was weird.

Okay, we'll talk soon. Hang in there.