I gave my life to become the person I am right now! Was it worth what I paid?

[ella_menno]

More of my seemingly endless quest to figure out who I am and what I believe, this time in chunky list form

Comments

[kellygreen]

I don't know if we're supposed to/are allowed to comment here, but I'd just like to say hello, I suppose. I was going to make a post wondering where you were just the other day. Like you, sometimes I'm a terrible friend, and sometimes I get very wrapped up in being me and forget to do things I really ought to. I am phenomenally glad that you've addressed this and didn't just drift off into online oblivion like so many others

[darthrami]

I was just thinking about you recently.

*hugs you lots*

I understand, and it's okay. We are who we are who we are. And I like who you are, regardless of squeeing fangirl land. M'not there much anymore anyway.

*hugs again*

Re: Would you mind horribly screening this comment or erasing it?

[ella_menno]

Done. I'll reply further later on. But I'm glad you understand!

Re: Would you mind horribly screening this comment or erasing it?

[dolimir_k]

Sorry. I got nervous.

But I'm still willing to talk about it. *g*

[alee_gothphyle]

I am "changing", too, and... it's really because of church. If you are interested, I am now pasdoll; the slash-writing is pretty much done, and I'm... well, I'm at peace in a way I haven't been in a long while. {hugs} If you don't mind, pasdoll will friend you, b/c this current incarnation is about to be deleted :)

[rhiannon_jehane]

Please don't think I'm ignoring you -- somehow I missed the Reetchick post from last week that linked to this post. On a whim this morning I went to that lj and there you were.

There are a lot of things on this list I'm glad you mentioned. I understand a little bit better where you're coming from now. I'd like to email you -- do you still have the same email address?

I have a lot of thoughts to gather, though, so it might be a little while before you actually, y'know, get the email.

[ella_menno]

Thanks for saying you weren't/aren't ignoring me - though you, almost more than anyone, certainly have justification to do just that.

I do have the same email address; take all the time you need to gather and send. I'll probably be a little bit afraid to read it, but I promise that I will. (And I have to admit to being curious about which parts of what I said made a difference to you in understanding where I'm coming from. Especially since I still have days where I don't know where I'm coming from.)