OK - My school decied to be kind and let me choose a book for my prize - I chose Katherine Mansfield over Charlotte Bronte. Those Charming Girls in my class managed to find somebody to love within a twenty metre radius of our class- Am I blind? I was there before them... The Chipmunk, with his bloody Ghalib seems to please everyone but me... He ( Read more... )

I was talking about the debate [ Rising Crimes against women in India indicates weakening of the position of women. ] with my mother and somehow I said something about a cloased society implying repressed sexuality and the talk got around to Belgium. I said that crimes against women [ rapes, female foeticide, infanticide, dowry deaths ] there ( Read more... )

Bad Times. Scoundrel Days. It is so difficult when you know they are much worse than you but you seem to be the only one to see it. Empty, empty, empty heads. They can't talk. They do talk. They never speak. I'm going to go crazy one of these days. And they'll find me - oh I don't know what will happen to me. I listened to ABBA and every word ( Read more... )

Last night, I made myself some lemonade to drink in the morning before I go riding [ at six, so no time in the morning ] and like a good girl who needs her sleep, went to bed at eleven thirty.

And now I can't go. Something always has to happen when I'm trying to be good.
Damn, Damn, Damn.

And I don't even have anything to read.

Can't even get a moment to myself. Can't wait for my father to get back so that I can move back into my room and have some peace. Or noise. So due to the dizziness the past few days have been bookless days for me, even though I did re read some of Birthday Letters. I had to write a really trashy editorial today, and to taunt myself I did while ( Read more... )

I was miserable and now I'm sick. Thankfully I'm not miserably sick or miserable and sick. Chicken taunts me with lists of all the songs she's downloaded. My work decided to take a stroll and got lost and never came back. Walking to another room feels like a giant task now. My brother left today, and I probably won't see him for another seven ( Read more... )