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[eliade]

Today isn't a good day. I don't feel present or alive in my body. Now that I've experienced a different state of mind for comparison, I'm aware of how absent and dead I've been for the last thirty years, as if what's walking around is just a poor sixth-generation copy of the cells I was born with. This kind of existence is worse than a state of

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[jolielaide]

I'm sorry today wasn't a good one for you. But how cool that you could get past that and make someone else's day better. You rock.

[nwhepcat]

Reading about the things you are doing for the people around you is such a beautiful and hopeful thing. Thank you for sharing these experiences with us, and for being this spirit of unexpected kindness to others. It seems to me this ability to see outside yourself when you're in such a tough spot yourself is a sign of health. I hope your grey days grow fewer and you see more and more of the things that amazed you recently.

You are amazing me with your strength and your kindness.

[fishsanwitt]

Take care of yourself as well, Anna.

::hugs::