Comments | eli_writes: Confusion reigns.

eli_writes

Confusion reigns.

Dec 08, 2008 05:12

I am depressed. If you have ever had a problem with depression, you know that the smallest things can trigger it.

( depressed thinking... )

bipolar, craziness, life

Comments 7

primal_shout December 8 2008, 15:28:40 UTC

I used to feel like this a lot, I'm not sure how it got fixed except that I got distracted by too many other crises to worry about it anymore... but I definitely sympathize and figured maybe you'd like to hear that you're not alone at least in that...

eli_writes December 9 2008, 04:25:54 UTC

Thank you. I do know that other people have been where I am at, but it is a very lonely feeling. It makes a person feel like they are the only one feeling that way.

*hugs*

eli.

fachefaucheux December 8 2008, 15:47:27 UTC

*hugs* I won't say I know how you feel, because no one can feel exactly like another person, but I have to say I've felt similar feelings a lot of the time. I know what you mean about the little things triggering it--sometimes a little thing as simple as a friend forgetting and eating dinner without me will make me feel miserable and isolated for a couple of days. I know it's not like that...but I can't help feeling it...

It sucks. T___T But I guess all there is to keep going? At least that's what I try to tell myself.

eli_writes December 9 2008, 04:32:15 UTC

I force myself to keep going and figure that eventually I will get over the hill. I know it has happened in the past, so I will get past this. It is a heavy burden while it is happening, though. Isolated is a good description of how I feel. Thank you for the support.

*hugs*

eli.

talithakalago December 11 2008, 02:06:44 UTC

*hugs*

Yep, we have a lot in common at the moment. What ever happened to intimacy? Didn't I have that once?

There is someone I want to ask out and I hate myself for not having the courage to do it. But I feel like there is no chance they would say yes. At all.

eli_writes December 14 2008, 01:58:05 UTC

Personally, I have never had true intimacy with a man. :(

As for asking someone out, I haven't had the courage for that in several years. I wonder what happened to me that changed all that?

Things are still slow and a little dark for me, but I hope to change that in some ways...soon.

eli.

talithakalago December 20 2008, 01:14:04 UTC

For you and me both.

*HUGS*