I kinda know how you feel, I hate coming home from work to no one, watching couples holding and loving each other knowing I have no one. I hate putting my heart into something that the other person never really felt anything only faked it to get what it is they wanted. I sit home alone watching romantic comedies wishing I was cuddled with someone. find my self sometimes in tears cause I feel as if I will be alone for the rest of my life and I don't have a soul mate or someone I can connect with someone I can just look at and they know what i feel or think and vice versa, but alas I am that off the wall weird strange hard to understand computer scifi geek that girls don't find attractive......
It may not be identical to what your feeling but similar enough that I feel your pain and wish you didn't have to hope things change for you
it is how it goes, but not forever. The first couple of years are hard. It gets better. Adult life is never easy, with or without drugs. I thought everything in my life would magically get better once I stopped using. It doesn't work that way, unfortunately. But you do get better at handling things, and then you get to take pride in your strength to be able to continue to move forward and not let anything get in your way.
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It may not be identical to what your feeling but similar enough that I feel your pain and wish you didn't have to hope things change for you
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After all these years I still love you! :-)
Really I do.
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