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[elenaleerush]

Sometimes I think that for a girl at the somewhat tender and impressionable age of 18, I am extremely bitter and hatefilled. Seriously, 99.9% of the people I go to school with I can't stand. Being forced to be around them all day is just making me even more bitter, and with each passing day, I swear that my hate just continues to grow exponentially

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[lordiorotr]

you have nothing to fear about yourself dear one. i've felt like that forever.
getting out of there will be awesome! and then you can lock yourself away in your dorm or wherever and only see the people you want

[elenaleerush]

I know. I'm really happy about that. I hope it's going to be really different than how it is now. I'm just getting reaaaaally fed up with everyone.

I wanna come visit you. I've never been to richmond!

[purchased_heart]

i feel that way too, and i've still got two more years with these shit heads.

[elenaleerush]

I know. I know!
I'm sorry. It's gotten so much worse at my school recently. It used to be where I hated lots of people, but my friends made it okay. Now I still have the most amazing friends in the world, but, I just keep hating more and more people, and sometimes I feel like I'm just building a wall around myself, which will one day collapse and kill me.

It will be okay though, because junior year is really really really busy. You won't have time to realize the stupidity that's surrounding you. And senior year goes really fast, although, honestly, not much has happened this year.

These next two years will fly for you, I'm sure.

[sundown83]

I wish I could say that it gets better, but...

in my experience thus far, where I am, it stays the same

(or gets worse).

Sorry.