this job is so not working out. Eye've been sent home twice after the first hour for not completing enough surveys. eye haven't been able to reach anyone! The last time, saturday, eye tried to protest as directed by my trainer. the guy didn't care. It's stupid- it's not like they need more available seats when they don't over book shifts. It's not ( Read more... )

I have "cell phone hand" from scrolling and typing online. Also developing a headache. Eye was able to sleep fourteen to sixteen hours last night, then missed my "window of sleep" so have spent time on the internet in this bed, after finally quitting watching movies. SO obviously didn't schedule a shift today. Eye need to after my interview ( Read more... )

°Eye love-internet on my phone.
°Eye hate-no more texts/AIM on phone until April 10.

As my phone is pretty basic (not a camera phone, and AIM is just forwarded to me or from me through text messaging- and if mine's not a response have to hope the person's online) i can't sign onto most sites. Found way around it on live journal: responses to an entry actually SHOW the boxes for user name and password. OH happy eye! Maybe i can ( Read more... )

I made the mistake of thinking spring break was occuring each week of the two weeks preceding the actual event. Eye've found a job that has afternoon to evening shifts, so looks like it's something i can only do on weekends, and during ACTUAL break next week? Regardless- eye'm looking for a job that has a schedule of hours that occur before school ( Read more... )

FUCK! I just went Up from the end of the post and GUESS WHAT! The whole post erased. Fabulous ( Read more... )

I have to stay up until like, 4pm tomorrow afternnoon! James is going to Phoenix and taking the computer with him. He talks about needing to get away, but just as much - I need him to go away for a while. One thing that sucks, this time it doesn't equate to alone time, because Jakob now lives here ( Read more... )

Our relationship may end, because normal me can't stand being in relationships very long - as they make me feel trapped. He said that's fine, we can just be friends and roommates, as there's an extra room, anyhow. So we'll see. He was supposed to leave to his mother's this weekend to get away from us, and to help his agoraphobic mom to her ( Read more... )

"Predictive text" on cell phones at times will come up with its own words. I now have a new name for James, for when he's being a delusional overgrown toddler because of his medication (he finally got his methadone pills yesterday, this is added to Xanax, and as he adjusts to either Xanax or the Xanax/methadone mix, it's a fucking nightmare for me ( Read more... )

And it's so easy to pretend and play into the drama of One Big Problem instead of many others, of various sizes. And when he thinks this is THE PROBLEM, what happens when it's discovered, it's so sosososo SO much more than that ( Read more... )