名古屋系。

[elektrajolt]

i caught up on some sexy sleep today man. all this week i've been desperately wanting to go to sleep early, because i felt like i would rather die than wake up in the mornings and then i would spend the rest of the day being irritable and weepy. but when i got back to my apartment, i couldn't sleep. i spend a lot of time wishing i wasn't in this

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[red_audrey]

dude its totally ok, stuff like that is really worth the cost i think because like...if it wasnt for kirito, yasu and kiyoharu (etc), would you have really put all the effort in to get to japan to begin with?
i mean, you gotta go for your dreams and the stuff you really love the most, man

good luck to your mom ♥

[elektrajolt]

no i wouldntve ;___; and i'm not in the hole yet and i have money to spare, but.. i just get really crazy about this and i wish i didn't because it's exhausting to everyone around me v__v i can't turn my self loathing off lolol

thank youuuuuuuuu ♥

[red_audrey]

:C just be careful of your spending, like dont go to lives where youre just "eh" about the bands playing and stuff like that and itll be ok!! just keep thinking of how happy you're gonna be and just how worth it it really is!!!

[inuashley813]

Dude, don't even worry about it, I have 0 interest in school functions of any kind, just do what makes you happy!

And as for the guy, I don't know what he's like, but why don't you be blunt about it? Just say something like, "Hey, I'm going to be in the area for the called plan live, do you want to hang out before or afterwards?" There's nothing awkward or overly forward about that~ : )

[elektrajolt]

thank u ♥

and thank u! after u said this, i did try it, but hes japanese and therefore is always working.. so, he was working. it's fun talking to him and we get along in that way but the barrier to be like HANG OUT WITH ME GOD DAMMIT seems impossible T_T

baw hes so cute :'(!