YOU DON'T HAVE TO SEE THE STARS

[eleglam]

Well, well, well.... today. Today was... well..... today. I didn't sleep last night.. I couldn't. So I was up all night and then until about 1pm or so this afternoon. When I finally fell asleep, I didn't awake until 6pm.. where, alas, the parents forced me to go to dinner with them. I told them I simply wanted a fruit cup and to please bring me

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[scarlight]

I wanted to purge myself for the first time since I was fourteen-years-old today. It has been five years. I didn't do it, and I'm not sure whether to feel very proud of or very disappointed in myself. I think that if it were not for my mom being home and right by the bathroom, I would have done it. But, I'm too paranoid and whatnot. (My mother is recovered, as of since long before I was born, from her own various EDs, so I know she knows all of the signs. So, I'm really scared to even attempt it with her around; I'm not quite as ballsy as I was those years ago.)

As for your sexuality, I hope that one day you may learn to accept yourself for who you are, and can tell others around you that it is a part of you. I came out to my mother as an unapologetic bisexual at the ripe old age of thirteen, and while she still to this day has an extraordinarily difficult time accepting it, she still accepts and loves meFinally, I really wanted to ask if you would mind if I added you to my Friends List. Meow meow? (Don't mind me, I like to

[eleglam]

It's hard for me to fight the urge to purge.... even if I were as paranoid and had the things standing between me as you do.. I think I'd end up saying "Screw it." and just doing it anyway.. I really admire that you're able to control that.

I hope I may do the same one day.. and meowzah (cat speak for yes) .. I'd love it if we were friends. (: