christmas was fun... got everything i wanted... ecspecially my excercise bike... so i am working out all christmas break and thats about it... i hung out w/ lisa and tabbi and a bunch of the guys one day bc the night b4 lisa got hit by a car... it was freaky hereing the story and seeing her all cut up and stuff... but shes ok now so thats rly good ( Read more... )

december 22nd... i feel like this day was the longest, tiredess day EVER... anyways... im gonna hate 2 morrow... i can already telll.. u all ont no how hard it is gonna b 4 me 2 wake up 2 morrow.. and live threw it again... o well u dont no wat i am talking about ( Read more... )

wow this is gay... lol ... havent updated in 4 ever... well ok this is gonna b long (probably) so if u dont feel like reading just leave now.... haha now w/ that said.... let me tel u whats new ( Read more... )

hey... i am updating yea but i have nothing to update about... nothing exciting.... i dont want 2 complain in this entry so since im nto i have nothing to say ( Read more... )

i am updating and i dont have anything 2 update about.... well me and mr.november (haha meridyth's nickname she made for him) isnt talking 2 me bc i guess we got in a "fight" last night.... and on sunday i went 2 chelsea's b-day party....it was fun her androman looked so cute... AWW..... and i am rly hyper right now bc of certain stuff.... and now ( Read more... )

well let's start w/ thanksgiving DAY.... wat a great day it was........... NOT........ anyways.... my aunt and uncle came so fucked up.(on crack)...  then my cousin kristen was pissed at every1 bc of my twin cousins playing w/ her daughter's toys... bc she didnt want to take a family picture bc she didnt want her step son in the picture bc ( Read more... )

well friday.... meridyth came over and we went to the park when it was rainging and swung on the swings... i have some memories in that park and she wants 2 go there like all the time lol!!! anyways then she went home... and my twin cousins came over and i babysat them until like 8:30 or something.. omgoodness cameron (my cousin) can talk say hello ( Read more... )

im srry... 2 every1 i have hurt.... ive screwed up so bad and multiple times in the last 3days or so.... i dont no how i rly feel about this guy.... like and this other guy came back into the picture last night but he iono... i dont no wat 2 do i am so confused... i rly like 1 of them and i think the other should just b my freind but iono.... wat ( Read more... )

Y THE HELL DO WE HAVE LIVE JOURNALS.? its just 4 ppl who r nosey as fuck 2 come and read about ur life... since u wanna know about my life so fucking much heres some words 2 describe... PAIN....SUFFERING.... sick of this life... back stabbers... death... drug adicts.... wife beaters.... ppl who hate u bc of who u r.... despised... frightened.. ( Read more... )

i worte this poem in study block 2 day... bc i had ntohing 2 do.... comment in my journal to tell me if u like it.. or dont like it.. or wateva just comment LOL ( Read more... )