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[eldanorien]

its funny most of the day I have just been very glad to be alive and not in trackion and all that but resently that has been mingled with alot of man I cant belive i missed that adution and now I ache and I have little paper cut type cut all over my hands from cleaning all the glass out of my car. isnt it a bummer that all that other stuff comes

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[gaffeizil]

Just hold onto that "I'm alive" stuff. you'll get plenty of chances for auditions and stuff, I'm sure. You're 'in the system' or whatever the devil it is they say in the industry.

[eldanorien]

its true that there will be other auditions but this was a chance to get right in the union and I was really exsited about that because I never get any vochers they always go to the busty, blond, hot girls.

[gaffeizil]

That's because you don't suck cock for fame! Learn your lesson! ;)

Seriously though, don't stress over stuff that's out of your control. This whole year has been teaching me that one.

[eldanorien]

its true and I dont very offten. I need to go to disny or something utterly carefree.

[julifish]

It's totally understandable! The greater good of you making it out safely doesn't cancel the suckiness of missing the audition. Sure, if we were going to choose either audition or life, it should be an easy choice (I say "should" because I know how darn much you want those vouchers! ;) hehe), but the fact remains that you did miss a really cool opportunity, and that sucks. :(

I'm with gaffeizil, though - you'll definitely have other opportunities (and soon!). It seems like you've really begun to find your place in that world, and you're constantly getting better opportunities. :) I doubt it will be long before we see/hear you speaking on the silver screen! Weeeee! :) (Oh, right, and then you'll have the card too!!) But for now, you're totally allowed to be bummed about missing it...just as long as we can all also be thrilled that you're alive and well! *hugs*

Love you! Can't wait to see you today! Eeeee!

[eldanorien]

thanks it just feels petulent but I guess I can get away with it.