[ screened to tohma ]

I'm sorry tohma...I really wish I could make things better. I know im a large burden...but... If you promise to stay... if you wont leave me alone, i'll try to be better. I'll try to be someone you can stand to be around more.

and.

I really do care alot about you tohma. Maybe more than you think... I just cant show it well, and ( Read more... )

Why do I miss him? I hate him. Or well... I am supposed to hate him... Maybe he should be the one hating me since I... since I killed him...

But I find myself still looking back...

Why do I sometimes wish he was here?

What is going on?

I don't understnad, why can i not see well? What is going on with my eyes?...

[screened to marluxia hackable by tohma and shuichi only]

Marluxia...what did you do?

[/screened]

My glory hole is back.

better get more cigarettes and beer...

Marluxia... He reminds me of him. To a point.

Love...hah. I highly doubt it.

Then again, he was the same rediculous way.

I don't think I could handle another one.

Not again, please...

Not again...

I do wonder if anyone will understand what I have written about here......

Garasu no bedo ni toraware no motion Tesaguri de shukujo wa kamikudaku Soliday na tail de midara na hane collection Himei hodo mujaki na yoruga hoshii

Yuuutsu no borode odoru jiyuu to uso ni tsuda nukare Moroku maichiru puzzle kono shihai kara tobitate

Kiss shining hitomi ( Read more... )