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What's sufficient enough in time, people, money, ideas, love, thoughts? Is there ever an answer or will there always be an empty gap. A hole sometimes covered up, but always caves in. Are we suppose to always want more. If we are suppose to make our own choices and choose our own desires, faith and future how come we can't have it all. What and who ( Read more... )

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i hate when life comes to those times when it feels like everything is fallin apart for you. one moment u have a grasp on everything, you know what your doing, where your going ... you have faith in people, relationships are great, trust is there, u can talk to them, they are there for you and then next minute u are slapped in the face with nothing ( Read more... )

i don't know where i have been, but i am back

no distractions from myself

i never really had it hit me that i am done with rowing. that my days of really being apart of the team were finnished. two weeks ago my freind had asked me to row with her team in the boat for saratoga crew. then today i have been asked by 3 people on my old albany team to row. Now that is in a boat of 4.. not only would it be a 4 but it would ( Read more... )

how do u know what u want. when it comes to relationships. i dont know what i want. i love being single, but then there are times when u want someone there to share things with, feel comfortable with, be at ease. What makes guy relationships differant from your relationships with good girlfriends and family. it always seems when i start to get ( Read more... )

words i hate for one reason or another.......
can't
vunerbility
ask
no

the words at this moment i can think of, maybe there is more.. maybe there will be, who knows

some times u think life is boring, sometimes u think its fantastic and u think of all the luck u have, i just wonder why i always have to second think that and wonder when all those good times of that day and previous days are going to end. Why can happiness last forever, i wish it would. I wish all the negative thing i deal with and other people ( Read more... )

Never realized while i was in highschool on the basketball team, running to cyo practice and traveling basketball how much I would miss it these days. I wish there was a basketball team that I could constantly just play with whenever I felt like picking up and playing. I have had the desire to play since this weekend, well last week when sign ups ( Read more... )