bambam grabbed his arm and raised his voice, "get your shit together jackson. i've never loved you" jackson just wobbled to the floor and was lost in those two words- haven't and loved, repeating what's been said. "how could you say that" he grumbled, head down. bambam tried to lift him up but he whipped his hand away. bambam cleared his throat and said "i've been there with you since god knows when, even before your relationship with youngji ended, i've been there with you and you are well aware of it."
"then why? why can't you love me?"
"you were a shipwreck after that break-up, for all the years i’ve known you, it was the first time i saw you so ruined and it breaks me to see you like that again. and now i was so afraid that this time would come, i am seeing that damaged jackson again. it breaks my heart to see you like that J, especially that i am the reason. you don't how the guilt's eating me right now"
"stop!!" jackson shouted at him "i never told you I loved you jackson, stop being so
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bambam grabbed his arm and raised his voice, "get your shit together jackson. i've never loved you" jackson just wobbled to the floor and was lost in those two words- haven't and loved, repeating what's been said. "how could you say that" he grumbled, head down. bambam tried to lift him up but he whipped his hand away. bambam cleared his throat and said "i've been there with you since god knows when, even before your relationship with youngji ended, i've been there with you and you are well aware of it."
"then why? why can't you love me?"
"you were a shipwreck after that break-up, for all the years i’ve known you, it was the first time i saw you so ruined and it breaks me to see you like that again. and now i was so afraid that this time would come, i am seeing that damaged jackson again. it breaks my heart to see you like that J, especially that i am the reason. you don't how the guilt's eating me right now"
"stop!!" jackson shouted at him "i never told you I loved you jackson, stop being so ( ... )
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