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eileen303

[locked against red_rooms_child and dr_abernathy]

Mar 22, 2006 02:42

Oh Jesus Christ god Johnny please PLEASE tell me you're all right!! please be all right please

johnny, realm of mother, action/narrative, cheryl, henry townshend, becky, journal entry

Comments 24

lazymetaphors March 22 2006, 07:09:56 UTC

((You missed quite the party! :D ))

eileen303 March 22 2006, 08:43:23 UTC

(( So I have seen! ;_; I pick ALL the best nights to do bitchloads of work on....

But may I just say, awesome scenework, dude! That was a damn fun read! ))

lazymetaphors March 22 2006, 08:55:59 UTC

((Yes, well, if Eileen had been around, there probably would have been some yelling and then his resolve would have given, I'd bet. As it was, I figured I'd go for broke and do everything I'd been slowly getting around to. :D Glad you enjoyed it!))

angry_johnny_ March 22 2006, 07:17:35 UTC

There is a soft rustle and thump as Eileen's rolled practice keyboard falls from its place on a shelf to the floor.

eileen303 March 22 2006, 08:46:34 UTC

She's slow to leave her laptop and hesitant as she kneels by Johnny's gift. Sure that there are no coincidences, sure that she can be sure of nothing. People could be dying, dead, friend and strangers, and she feels her name, his name for her, stretched across her back. She sees it all go back to him, to Walter, back to DeSalvo, back to Wish House, back to Dahlia, back to her father and his father and his father, back to a mine and back to a hospital, back to rope in a prison, muskets firing, hands in chains, back to a disease, back to crosses and churches around a Mother Stone, and further and further, so many threads in so many directions and she knows she's not someone who can follow them. She isn't clever or wise or heroic. She was meant to be a small person with a small life. Twenty seconds with a cold boy in a cold subway and it should have stopped there. But it didn't, and now she is smaller and her life is bigger, with the wise and the clever and the brave, and there is nothing she can seem to do but make cute jokes ( ... )

htownshend March 22 2006, 07:28:20 UTC

....

Oh, my god.

eileen303 March 22 2006, 08:47:25 UTC

I should have looked, shouldn't I? I should have been there. I should have been checking my phone. Why didn't I check my phone? I would have seen. Why didn't I check my phone?

htownshend March 22 2006, 14:39:33 UTC

No. Eileen, it's not your fault!

He's okay...he disappeared at the end. So he got away, right? He had to.

eileen303 March 22 2006, 17:29:09 UTC

No it's not, but if he's hurt or people in Patchwork Earth are hurt... I should have been watching.

I hope so. I hope so.

Thread 8

starsmedic March 22 2006, 08:45:41 UTC

...Eileen?

eileen303 March 22 2006, 08:58:47 UTC

I gotg a recording.. Johnny tried ot stop Walter. Walter went to kill Johnny. Something happened. I don't know where they are.

This can't be right. Cynthia was right. This cant be right.

starsmedic March 22 2006, 16:08:12 UTC

Johnny tried to stop Walter? From...

...did he try to hurt you?

eileen303 March 22 2006, 17:42:00 UTC

No. No, I'm... I'm not the one Walter wants to hurt right now. Until he remembers 302, he's projecting - projecting, is that the right word? - projecting onto me. I think. Walter thinks he's saving me. I'm not the one he's trying to hurt, not on purpose. He wants to hurt Henry and Johnny and anybody else.

Maybe Johnny got out and Walter didn't. Maybe it worked. God, I hope he got out...

Thread 6

not_alessa March 22 2006, 09:05:27 UTC

My head hurts.

eileen303 March 22 2006, 18:00:40 UTC

Do you think... because of that world collapsing, or because something about Walter...?

not_alessa March 23 2006, 12:15:55 UTC

Yes.

I don't know.

eileen303 March 24 2006, 02:34:55 UTC

Do you want someone there with you?