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[eightgemmaster]

[screened from AU!Yubel and AU!Judai]

I never thought I'd miss the one from my world this much. At least she listened to someone now and then.

They're welcome to each other, whether she wants to believe me or not.

I miss home.

[OOC: The struck out sentence is completely and utterly private to himself.]

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[Screened to AU!Johan // unhackable]

[hero_of_dark]

...Johan?

I... saw the conversation. It wasn't very well screened, so... uh, sorry. But I didn't say anything since I didn't want to make things worse for you.

...I don't really know what to tell you. I'm a little irritated she's being so unreasonable, honestly, trying to blame you for something you can't control. But... I don't think I'll tell her unless she really does something worth saying something about.

This feels bad to have to say, but for this reason, I'm kind of glad my own Yubel was turned into a guardian dragon, since I don't have to deal with her being so possessive and jealous otherwise... if that's what was going to happen if she hadn't been transformed.

[screened to OU!Juudai, unhackable]

[eightgemmaster]

I'd be his friend if he'd let me...even after everything. I really think I have lost it sometimes because of that. But since he doesn't want that, I'll just stay away from him...from both of them.

That's why I think they're so well suited. She doesn't want anyone near him and he doesn't want anyone near him either, who isn't her.

I wonder if she'd believe me if I figured out some way for them to get married or something like that.

And even though your Yubel did what she did...I like her better than this one.

[Screened to AU!Johan // unhackable]

[hero_of_dark]

...If you've lost it, then I've lost it as well, because I would, too, even after all he's done. It's just... really sad to think about, and I know how the other Johan feels when he gets so upset over having to witness all this going on concerning the rest of us. It frustrates me, too.

...Mmm. I don't like one better than the other, I simply don't know the one that isn't fused to me quite as well, and... I'm kind of exasperated with her at the moment, anyway, because of all this.

[screened to OU!Juudai, unhackable]

[eightgemmaster]

I have this feeling that if I told her "the sky is blue and grass is green" she'd go check for herself before admitting I was right...and probably not even then. And I honestly don't know what I did. Can she honestly hate me just because I love you?