I wish I had some more profound words of wisdom to offer you. All I can say is this last year, I just got tired of it all. Tired of working and losing and gaining it back, and buying new thin clothes and not being able to wear them. Tired of making myself miserable. Tired of making the Hubs miserable. Every time this past year I was faced with an opportunity where I could have blown it, I told myself, "You know where this is going. You know how this ends. Aren't you tired of this?"
I still eat when I'm not hungry, I still have days when I really need to force myself to work out. But more often than not now I make the best choice for myself possible.
Ya, I figured as much. Right now I'm really just waiting for the move because my life feels as cluttered as this little crackerbox I'm living in right now. (Besides, I'll be getting plenty of exercise doing the detailed, organized unpacking once we get there. Plus I'm setting aside a space where the DDR pad will always be plugged into the old XBOX. ('Cause Chris wants one of the shiny new ones. That means I get the old one, which is more than adequate for my needs.)
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And I'm way impressed with the dieting and exercising. I've slacked off on both lately and now I just feel lazy. :P
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I still eat when I'm not hungry, I still have days when I really need to force myself to work out. But more often than not now I make the best choice for myself possible.
Nothing magical, I just got tired of it all.
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