anyway, i still do kind of sporadically thank God for protecting us that night (though perhaps less now, too), but also for protecting me each day. i figure He's got a time for me, and honestly-- i believe i still have a lot still left to do. so that is why i am never really afraid of dying myself. fear about losing others, though-- that always gets to me.
but i guess we have to learn to be fearless. or actually, perhaps not... maybe we have to learn to be content in any situation. either way, it definitely takes some work. -.-;
Oh, my dearest Clara, your entries always make me smile. I did count the days/weeks for awhile. I don't so much anymore. But I am always aware. Every time I drive one of you guys. Every time I hear "White and Nerdy." Every time I drive by Spruce, be it by myself, with friends, on a school bus, I get nervous and momentarily up-tight until we pass. Then I am okay. Immediately after though, I am flooded with thoughts about how it changed everything for the better, how many amazing things that came out of it, which may not have happened otherwise. *sigh* It was good. I don't think we even realized how right we were that night when we told each other that God had a reason. I love you guys so very much.
And I love your picture too. Makes me smile. Love you Clara, my dear.
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anyway, i still do kind of sporadically thank God for protecting us that night (though perhaps less now, too), but also for protecting me each day. i figure He's got a time for me, and honestly-- i believe i still have a lot still left to do. so that is why i am never really afraid of dying myself. fear about losing others, though-- that always gets to me.
but i guess we have to learn to be fearless. or actually, perhaps not... maybe we have to learn to be content in any situation. either way, it definitely takes some work. -.-;
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And I love your picture too. Makes me smile. Love you Clara, my dear.
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