Just so you know this:

Leaving you alone is really hard for me to do!

(I know you didn't ask me to, but I'm really kinda just trying it for myself to see if its do-able, and although it is....its really fucking hard.)

didn't selling vaccuums teach you anything?
or just how to suck more?

by the way, you look beautiful
and stunning
and perfect
and gorgeous
and radiant,
but you'll only notice the spelling mistakes.

look at my $10 suit
look at my $6 haircut
look at my minimum wage job
look at my million dollar smile

and ask me if i'm happy

When you know you're trying to fit into a league that you're not suppose to be in
how do you overcome?
when the class that surrounds you isn't one that you're used to and you know it what can you do ( Read more... )

and it's a down day today, when it started off so up ( Read more... )

i don't care that i can't afford food ( Read more... )

when does the madness stop?
the madness in your head!

when do you stop thinking (and then writing)?
am i doing it for comfort or reflection?

recalling (in writing) everytime i go insane or jump off the deep end
am i helping myself, am i helping you?

or am i just some emotional freak with a condition....

You know what's nice? Fucking ( Read more... )

do you know how incompetent i feel ( Read more... )

five year plan ( Read more... )