Beth I'll murder anyone who does this to you again or is doing it now. You've done the right thing and don't let anyone tell you differently. I'm here if you need me, I know I may not be the person you want, but if they won't talk to you I will. We'll talk about anything you need to talk about. I'm entirely here for you like you are for me, I swear. You don't have to cry alone anymore.
Beth, I just left you probably the most confusing and longest message ever on you cell phone, but mainly the point was: I'm not angry with you, I'm sorry if you ever thought I was, I simply have a lot going on in my life at the moment. Again, I'm sorry I didn't answer my cell phone, I was in the dark room when you called and was walking across the bridge when I got you message. I called you as soon as I could. I'm sorry again about your mom, I know it's hard, but I also know that you can get though this because YOU are one of the strongest people I know. I look up to you and hope that I can survive and am able to cope with 1/2 the things that you go through everyday in your life. You know (or should know) that I'm always there for you and I hope that you can be there for me if I ever need someone. Again, I'm so sorry for making you feel this way and I hope you forgive me for making you feel this way.
Seriously, whatever Zoey gave you, totally bring some for me tomorow. And I know all this shit now, because you've told be bazzilion times. <3. I feel slightly better because I managed to break down. Although I'm annoyed at everyone who made me feel like shit, and made me feel like you hated me. And its not your fault. Its mine for being stupid enough to believe people like Gabby who like...is jealous of my relationship with you or some shit like that. Iunno.
Beth you never ever have to cry alone. You didn't do anything wrong. I hate the people that are telling you that. What were going to do? Continue to lie to me? You did the right thing and whether or not I am the one you really want to talk to you always can if that one person isn't there.
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<3 Lego
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<3 Arie
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-Joe
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And I know. I'm fucking an idiot. Wait...xD. I'm a fucking idiot.
-Ned
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