The Unfair Balance

Jun 01, 2011 00:55

Among so many things that I wonder and ponder about, one thing that always keeps coming back to my mind, is the rhythm (for the right brained) or algorithm (for the left brained) on which this world/everything works.
Mostly because of the way we expect certain things to happen, hope for something, wish for some and curse at some though we have no hand in any of those things ever happening.

Which leaves me to a question, so what do we have control upon? Nothing?

But much before that, What do we think everything works as:
Random Chaos or an Orderly Balance.

Under random chaos you have no order to anything. Things just happen as and when they please. Spikes here and there. One event occurring has no relation or cause to any other event that has or will occur. Nothing has a reason or a consequence. Human mind tries to develop patterns around these things to keep itself sane. Do you think this is how everything ticks?

Or do you think everything has an orderly balance?
This in my view has two methods to occur.

Orderly 'just' Balance - This is a world where in any emotional energy triggered by a certain event has the similar surge in the opposite place to balance is out. As in, if one is feeling sadness emiting out of them due to a certain happening, the entity responsible for that event also at some point in time emits similar sad energy and we have balanced out to zero. Same hold true for happiness, wrath, strength and everything else. Like everything comes a full circle.

The other one is... lets call it,
Orderly 'even' Balance - This is a world where in any emotional energy triggered by an event is nullified by an emotional energy consired opposite to it. Like when you are feeling a surge of sadness consequent to an event and the entity that triggered it is unaware or aware of your energy but is actually feeling the same amount of opposite energy, like happiness and this balances out the equation. something like positive and negative charges nullifying each other to keep the sanity of a chemical equation.

Somehow I have come to believe its Orderly 'even' balance is at work atleast around me. The patterns that i observe usually point to it.There is nothing fair in this rhythm of things, no justice just blatant balancing out to a zero.  It is a depressing thought. What goes around comes around has no meaning here. But then thats just my pattern. What do you think is actually happening?

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