evaluating patterns and breaking cycles

[eaterofhands]

Lately I feel like my self is rapidly cycling through moments of expansion and contraction. Past cycles were usually longer and more gradual. Periods of extended social interactions and more outwardly focused thoughts were usually followed by extended periods of downtime and more internalized thoughts. Other behavioral patterns were usually

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[xaotica]

unless your ideas involve feces art they would probably rank above a bathroom visit =P

[musegong]

I can relate to a lot of this. Definitely the replaying of social minutia that adds up to so much brain noise. Also the other conflicting but altogether enlivening effects of socializing more: Feeling more connected, but then lonelier the next day. Reassured, but also exposed. Inspired, but also fatigued

[eaterofhands]

Unfortunately Jess and I will be in FL the weekend of the 9th. Where are you transferring to? Let's get in touch when I get back from FL, perhaps for lunch or dinner. I will be working in SLU then and hope to be back on the bike more.

[xaotica]

lj is still waiting for the list of ideas