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Aug 26, 2010 00:11

Warning:  I talk about someone's suicide under the cut.

Triggery stuff maybe... )

murder, real life, suicide

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medea_fic August 26 2010, 06:54:17 UTC
Wow. It's always a shock when something like that happens, isn't it? Even if we don't know the person well. I'm sorry bb. I hope you feel less weird soon. <3

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easilymused1956 August 26 2010, 09:54:07 UTC
Me too. I have an appointment there with another cardio on Monday. I will have to ask if the other doctor talked to him about my case. THAT will be very strange.

Renee

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easilymused1956 August 26 2010, 12:29:49 UTC
I hope so too. Sometimes I have a hard time figuring out if I have indigestion/re-injured the muscles across my chest. Or if I'm having an episode of the Congestive Heart Failure.

Renee

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amand_r August 26 2010, 13:20:31 UTC
Oh yeah, that's how it happens sometimes. I am sorry for his family and aso for you too. It's always a strange shock to hear about something like this. I think it's the processors in our brain that go, O_o?

I hope you're doing well.

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easilymused1956 August 26 2010, 16:55:07 UTC
Thank you. Yeah, I think finally getting out how I feel has helped a lot.

Renee

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amand_r August 26 2010, 16:56:07 UTC
Yeah, my mother's shrink killed himself, which I always thought was strange, but not at the same time, you know?

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easilymused1956 August 27 2010, 02:15:47 UTC
Just goes to show how little we know about mental health issues. When this can happen to people who know better.

Renee

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snowinginjune August 26 2010, 19:08:37 UTC
:c i have a personal and important person in my life who has taken their own life...

and i'm not really ready to reveal who it is, but i have to say that people who take their own lives, yea its sad... but i wonder how they feel when they realize that they can never say i'm sorry or make it better to the people who care about them...

and someone ALWAYS cares- people who take their own lives because they are 'alone' are just too blind to see that they are never alone.

no one is ever alone.

but yea, this is sad,and my heart goes out to the doctor's family and all who enjoyed his company.

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easilymused1956 August 27 2010, 02:26:57 UTC
I suffer from depression. Not as bad now as I have in the past, but from time to time it hits me. During those times, I found that I thought I would be doing everyone a favor by being out of their lives.

Of course I wrong. But the disease makes you want to stop hurting so much... Yeah, you really do believe you're doing the best thing for everyone.

Renee

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little_tristan August 27 2010, 18:49:07 UTC
That's so terrible. He must have awfully depressed over his son. Who maybe wouldn't have done it if he'd known his father would follow. People forget that when they're that far gone.

I hope you can put it behind you soon and go ahead with your treatment. It's terrible when the people who are supposed to save us let us down, but it doesn't have anything to do with you. You'll still be okay.

*hugs*

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easilymused1956 August 27 2010, 20:14:45 UTC
Just writing it down seems to have helped a lot. I'm not thinking about it like I was.

Thank you for your kind sentiments.

Renee

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