Comments | ea_musca: i wrote this after thinking for a few idle hours today in training at work:

ea_musca

i wrote this after thinking for a few idle hours today in training at work:

Apr 25, 2008 00:45

In retrospect, I don't think I was fair to rick in my last post. It's not his fault/personality/vocation to monitor my wellbeing. And as harsh as that sounds to me at the moment, I don't mean it in a disrespectful way. We don't all respond to stimuli in the same way. Some of us are sensory, and some intuitive. Some led by heart, some by head ( Read more... )

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Something I gotta say... anonymous April 25 2008, 06:12:06 UTC

I just now read your posts on here and realized that what I've been going through is pretty silly in comparison to how crappy you've been feeling. Crappy is definitely a relative term, don't know if it even qualifies. All I know is that it seems like you're in a bad effing place. I guess I can kinda say that I can relate to some of the stuff you talk about, enough to know how bad it might feel; I wouldn't go so far as to say I can completely understand because you'd know that was a lie. The thing is, I would have noticed. And people in Florida DID notice. It sounds stupid, but no matter how much you change and how unlike yourself you become, family and close friends will ALWAYS be there for you. We kinda have to be. It's like a curse or something. A curse for you AND us, haha ( ... )