Behind these eyes
Locked away inside
Beyond the confines
Of my own mind
Resides a man
who never died
I relied upon the day
When I know
I'd be revived
Only to be buried
In that casket
While I was still alive
I was driven insane
As I slit my wrist
Against the grain
Only to find
Diluted embalming fluid
Flowing from my veins

OK SO FUCK ME....MY FUCKING LIFE CAN'T GET ANY FUCKING WORSE. FUCKING CAN IT? ONCE AGAIN I GET FUCKED OVER.... I'M ABOUT TO GET FUCKED OVER FOR THIS CONCERT I'VE LOST HOURS AT WORK BECAUSE OF TAKING A VACATION THAT NOW I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE. WHY DOES EVERYTHING FUCKING BAD HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO PISS OFF THE GODS' ABOVE.... I ( Read more... )

Do you take the path you know is wrong or do you do the hard thing and take the right path when you feel better down the wrong path

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Consumed by the doom
In the light of the moon
I've grown insane from the
Venom left inside of the wound
Deep inside of my mind
I can still hear The Loons
And no matter how hard I try
I will never resume
Rest in my shadowy tomb
And I can only assume
I'm soon to be exhumed

Just a random quote that I found and it explains a lot to me
Project: Deadman
"I know if you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours.
Chances are it wont come back to you. And if it does, do yourself a favor and
let it go yourself"

It was a disaster
Being damned to
Become a bastard
So I decided to
Master my craft
And learn to rap acid
And spit it for
However long the pain lasted
Or until I get my ass kicked
Like I asked for it
I'll be twenty-three
And end up blasted
Zipped up in plastic
Die alone and be
Buried in my casket

Someone tell me why
My rhymes are designed
To reside in Echoside
And coincide
With the end of times
I want to know why
They're spawned
From the darkest
Depths of my mind
I won't cry when it's time
Hell I'll even ask Kevorkian
To supply the cyanide

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