Alone again, naturally

[dyvinesweetness]

I realize from now on I have to lie to people. I don't think many people believe me when I say I'm fine being alone and don't care to celebrate certain holidays. I guess people take it as a cry for help? Which is kinda sweet, but also kinda obnoxious and clearly indicative that they don't know who the hell I am. 'Cause nothing about me is the "cry

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I learned how to play well by myself as a pseudo-only kid

[valencia112]

I always tell people that I feel like an only child because of the age gap between me and Mark.

Even though I'm not really alone I just like doing things without having to have people keep me company.

I have enjoyed being "alone" on X-mas (and in general).

The in general part is something I really want to comment on. In regards to relationships & friendships my mom is always hassling me because I don't have anyone that I can TRULY hang out with and for some reason it bothers her. I always tell her she doesn't know what it means to really be Valencia and how much a struggle it was to make friends in school especially ...yea I knew people, hanging out or even having a conversation{sometimes} with them was a whole nother story.

I need to make an appt to talk to you cause I'm crying mow...it happens when me & mama have this discussion also cause I get tired of having this conversation and she will not let it go.

Did any of this make sense?

[blackestsheep]

we like two peas in a pod on that being alone thing... together on being alone is kinda funny...

[idoto]

as an only child.......I hate being by myself. Don't get it twisted...I hate people too....but I really don't like being by myself. I would love to surround myself with people just to be around them. Not talkin' about anything serious. Enjoying the same pseudo interests. Just company.

I've spent most of my life alone....in a sense I still do...but if I don't have to be alone....I would choose to be around people.

So yeah I would take a pitty invite to thanksgiving...or a charity case christmas...but I would do the same on any other day not just a holiday.