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When you're dreaming with a broken heart
the giving up is the hardest partI thought I was smarter than this. I thought I had finally found something worth trying at. I thought- I don't know what I thought ( Read more... ) -
Why'd you have to go and let this die?
Let This Die - Foo FightersHeart of gold but it lost its pride ( Read more... ) -
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Over the last couple of days I've been doing a lot of thinking... just about life in general and everything thats been going on with Ben. Realizing that he really does mean a lot to me. I've just been to scared or afraid to admit that to anyone, even myself ( Read more... ) -
Starting today things are gunna be all right.
So I don't really have much to say except things have changed a little. After I posted my last entry I cracked and texted Ben. Told him I was sorry for what I said and that I was wrong and that I miss him more than I did before ( Read more... ) -
I could say that I don't care
but the truth is I'd follow you any where, I've been waiting such a long long time, don't you dare change your mind.I've come to realize one of the worst feelings in the world is feeling like nothing is right inside. I thought that by telling Ben we shouldn't talk it would make getting over him and everything easier. But the hard reality I'm ( Read more... ) -
There is a part in everyday when I lie to myself and say that it's okay
cause if I don't I think I'll go insane but the truth is I only have myself to blame...Well holy shit I haven't updated this thing in FOREVER. Luckily I have alot to say right now. And it's all about a boy. Back in December I had met this guy named Ben. He lived about 10 minutes from me and we decided to hang out one day (morning) to watch Gilmore ( Read more... ) -
I'm sorry that I'm taken aback but how I am you never asked....
So I've recently realized that I have found the perfect guy for me. YEP I have. Sadly my chance with him is about -10. He's one of those guys that is ALWAYS surrounded by the drop dead gorgeous girls that everyone would kill to either be or be with ( Read more... ) -
you're hurt right down to the core....
Okay seriously my sister is the most over dramatic ass I've ever had to deal with. Long story short I wrote this blog about a conversation (which was pretty much one sided: my sister/boyfriend talking to me) which left me pretty upset. The conversation delt with me moving into their house for 3 months or until I got my own place. So here is the ( blog )