Sundance valley 12/16
Title: Sundance valley 12/16
Author: dutch_chick aka Jenny
Rated: NC-17
Word Count: 41.000
Pairing: Jared/ Jensen
Disclaimer: This is not real.
Genre: AU.
Summary: Jensen work at his dad resort hating the rich people who come there even if he is one of them. Until he meets Jared
authors note: I couldn’t decide on the title so… open for suggestions. Also this story is finished and will be posted 3 times a week.
Beta: cowboyangel and 42footprints who are my hero's.
Oh god I need some encouragement for my next story, it's almost finished, I just can't seem to find the motivation to write. And I have so much things I want to write. I can't seem to focus
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2 months later Jensen is sitting in a bar with Jared, Chris, Steve and Chad. Weirdly enough it had become a habit, Chad tagging along. They’ve all become good friends. Jensen doesn’t even feel guilty anymore when he leaves Jared with Chris or Tom when he has to do something for class. Jared also started referring to Jensen apartment as home. It was like he belonged here.
He decided a couple of weeks ago he should get a new apartment, a bigger one. He figured that if Jared was coming over every weekend, bringing Chad with him, he needed at least two bedrooms. His dad agreed to help him finance it, since it was a good investment. So now Jensen and Jared had a little apartment together. Two bedrooms, one living room, one bathroom and a really big kitchen. Most of Jared stuff was there so Jared hardly had any bags with him when he visited. And somehow Chad also had most his stuff here.
He and Jared have been dating for 5 months now and everything is going so well that Jensen stopped waiting for the other shoe to drop. He was happy with Jared and Jared was happy with him. Sure the other man hadn’t talked to his parents yet, but then again he hadn’t really seen his parents either so Jensen couldn’t blame him. Though, Jared was planning on going out there next weekend to have a real talk with them. Jensen was a little nervous but figured that nothing bad could happen, at least nothing worse than what happened back at the resort. He would spend that weekend seeing his parents just so that he wouldn’t freak out.
“Baby?” Jared says waving his hand in front of Jensen’s face.
Jensen shakes away all thoughts to look at his boyfriend and smile.
“You’re starring off into space again freak,” Steve chuckles.
Jensen glares at him, “Watch or I’m gonna let that 40 year old woman I’ve been blocking hit on you,” he warns.
Steve looks shocked as the other people on the table just start laughing. Steve was afraid of older women ever since that incident with the librarian a couple of weeks ago. Jensen hadn’t been there to witness it but Jared had, and rumor was that it had been brutal.
“No way man!” Chad laughs, “What’s up with you an old woman they all seem to want you.”
Mike smiles, “ They all think they’re Anne Bancroft and he’s Dustin Hoffman .”
“I’m definitely not Dustin Hoffman!” Steve erupts.
“And she is definitely not Anne Bancroft.” Chad chimes in.
Jensen burst out in laughing, “Mike, you did not just make a reference to the graduate!”
Jared joins in, “And they totally knew what he meant! I can’t believe we’re the only gay ones.”
“Just wait until you hear Tom talk about Cat’s the musical,” Chris deadpans.
Jensen looks at his boyfriend, he still had trouble believing that he was really this happy with Jared. He always thought that he would meet the love of his live here, at college. He never even dreamed that one of the stuck up rich kids at the resort would end up being, well Jared. He loved the other man.
Which is why he was afraid. Jared was going to see his parents next weekend, telling them about their relationship. And sure he trusted Jared and yes Jared told him that no matter what his parents said he wanted to be with Jensen. Still, what if they made Jared choose between them and Jensen? Also what if they wanted to take it out on Jensen’s family. Sure Jensen could live without the money, but it would break his dad. Jared couldn’t live without the money, he was used to it. So yeah Jensen was a little worried.
“Hey Jens,” Chris whispers as he sits down next to Jensen handing him a beer.
Jensen looks up realizing that he has spaced out again. He looked around the table, none of his friends seem to have notice. Except for Chris, and apparently Jared who gave him a small look from the corner of his eyes.
“Are you alright?” Chris asks demanding Jensen attention.
Jensen shrugs, “I’m just thinking, you know.”
Chris looks at him long and hard before nodding. Of course Chris knew everything that had happened at the resort. Chris was the only one of his friends who knew.
When Jensen had told him Chris had been furious. He had scowled cursing Jared, but when Jensen begged him not to hurt anyone Chris had calmed down.
“Yeah,” Chris says glaring at Jared.
Jensen’s hand made its way to Chris’ thigh. He looked his friend in the eye. He knew his friend was worried about him. Sure he knew Chris liked Jared, thought he was a nice guy but Chris also knew about Jared’s family. Chris couldn’t imagine anyone choosing his family over a boy who he only knew for 6 months. Truth was Jensen had thought about it too. Jared must have known from the get go that his parents wouldn’t accept his relationship with Jensen. Chris had voiced this and wondered if Jared wasn’t just doing this to act up. Jensen didn’t think he was.
“Hey, I love him he loves me. Don’t worry and just have some fun okay?”
Chris nodded, looking stern. Jensen knows that his friend is planning to talk to Jared and there is no way he can change his friends mind. He can just sit back and hope for the best.
“Chris, are you okay dude you look like you just swallowed a lemon. You know you are supposed to do that after the tequila right?” Jared says jokingly.
Chris glares at him but then smiles, “Dude that’s what I’ve been doing wrong! Hey another round you guys?” he says looking around the table then goes of the get the drinks.
Jensen looks at Jared who was goofing around with Chad. It wasn’t hard to love someone like that. Jared had wormed into his life without any real effort and Jensen wasn’t even annoyed about it. Jared was laughing at something Chad said and turns around to look at Jensen. Their eyes meet and Jared goes still, he excuses himself from Chad and moves over towards Jensen.
“Hey.”
“Hey,” Jensen replies.
“Let’s dance,” Jared says nodding towards the dance floor.
Jensen blinks he wasn’t expecting that, “Uh, I don’t dance.”
“Come on I’ve seen you dancing at the resort!”
“When?”
“I uh I, before we met okay? I saw you on the dance floor with some girl,” Jared blushes at the confession.
“I haven’t seen you at the resort before we met,” Jensen says trying to change the subject from dancing to anything else.
“Because you weren’t looking,” Jared states simply, then he flashes his dimples” but don’t worry you can make it up to me by dancing with me now.”
Jensen growls but stands up and takes Jared’s hand. It is already late in the evening which means that there are a couple of other people dancing or as Jensen liked to call it mating in public. So there is a small chance that they wouldn’t be the centre of attention. Cause see, even in college with open minded people all around them, two guys dancing still was kind of a big deal.
But when Jared pushes his body against Jensen and starts swaying slowly Jensen forgets all about that. He can feel the length of Jared’s body pressed against him from almost head to toe. He leans his head against Jared’s shoulder, he know that makes him look girly but any other position is kind of uncomfortable. His arms come up to Jared’s shoulders and he wraps his arms around. Jared’s hands are on Jensen hips pulling him closer.
“You know I think I’ve been a good boyfriend,” Jared says.
Jensen nods, inhaling deeply taking in Jared’s sent. He loves the way Jared smells. He always let Jared take a shower first (when they didn’t shower together) so that the shower would smell like Jared. It made him feel at ease. He tried using the same soap as Jared but it just wasn’t the same.
Jared strokes up and down Jensen’s spine lazily.
“You promised me something two months ago,” Jared tilts his hips forward and Jensen can feel the line of his cock against his hip.
Jensen grunts in surprise.
“You promised to fuck me,” Jared whispers pulling Jensen closer, “and you haven’t.”
Jensen shivers. He wanted to have sex with Jared, real sex, but he was afraid. Sure Jared had brought it up, told Jensen that he wanted to bottom, but still. Jensen was afraid that he would do something wrong, that it was too fast. Which was stupid considering they did everything else, including living together.
“I uh I,” Jensen swallows thickly looking up at Jared’s face.
He shouldn’t have done that. There’s a glint of mischief in Jared’s eyes as he smiles down at Jensen. Jared’s hand slowly strokes lower until he is cupping Jensen’s ass.
“And I’ve been trying to be a good boy Jensen, I have,” Jared leans in to suck at the spot just below Jensen’s ear, “and I think I deserve,” Jared thrust his hips forward again.
Jensen groans trying to form word but failing.
“Let’s go home,” Jared whispers and Jensen nods franticly.
They say goodbye to their friends in a haze and then take a cab home. Jensen sneaks glances at Jared during the whole cab ride. Everything goes by in a haze and before Jensen knows it he’s on his back on their bed.
“God Jensen,” Jared murmurs as he thrust his cock against Jensen’s.
Jensen growls grabbing Jared’s ass and pulling him close. He then flopps them over; so that he was on top of Jared. He pulls off his shirt doing the same with Jared’s. He starts kissing his way down Jared’s chest. He loved the way Jared taste and he also loved the sound Jared made when he mouthed a nipple. It was something between a growl and a whimper every single time.
He mouthed lower his hands playing with Jared’s nipples his tongue licking around the belly button. He nuzzles the little hairs there. He loved Jared’s little happy trail, but he couldn’t wait to get to the real treat.
Jared’s cock was already pushing his zipper out. Jensen pulls the zipper down and takes out Jared’s cock. Jared whimpers above him and Jensen looks up.
“Jensplease,” Jared breathes out a tiny puddle of need.
Jensen loves that he is the one being able to get Jared like this. He smirks as he lowers his head towards the head of Jared’s cock, breathing on the soft flesh. And Jared makes a needy sound.
If the visual of Jared laying here wasn’t enough to get Jensen rock hard that sound was.
He takes the head of Jared’s cock in his mouth and moans around it as the familiar taste of precum fills his mouth. He swallows down the entire length of Jared cock. He loved the familiar feel of it in his mouth.
Jared whimpers making small keening noises sounding like Jensen’s name. Jensen looks up at Jared hallowing his checks as he sucks. He wants to see Jared’s reaction. Nothing is hotter than seeing Jared come apart by Jensen’s mouth.
Jared is looking down at him eyes dark with lust. flushed from cheeks to chest. Jensen keeps looking Jared in his eyes as he moves up sucking and swirling his tongue around the head just before moving down again. Jared fists his hair like he’s trying to find something to steady him.
“Jensen, I don’t wanna.. Not like this, I wanna.. fuck!”
Jensen looks up at him again remembering what he said back at the bar. He moves up sitting on his heels looking at Jared, giving the other man a little space and time to breathe.
“Jens, I want you to fuck me please,” it comes out begging and Jensen nearly comes in his pants just from Jared’s voice.
Jensen swallows tickly before letting out a shaky breath. He wanted to fuck Jared, he wanted to so badly but he needed to make sure that Jared knew what he was asking.
“Have you done this before,” Jensen asks.
They hadn’t really discussed this before and Jensen knows that this probably isn’t the time to bring this up now, but he needed to know.
Jared shakes his head and Jensen feels relieved and anxious at the same time. His body flooded with arousal at the thought of being Jared’s first, but he was also scared. He wanted to make this as good for Jared as possible.
“Jensen please.”
Jensen nods moves up Jared body to kiss him again. The movement causes his cock to rub against Jared’s. He feels the other man shiver underneath him at the contact. He smiles softly as he thrust forward again. This time Jared lets out a breathy moan.
“Please.”
Jensen moves down again focusing his attention on Jared’s cock. He licks the head, the bitter taste of precum stronger this time and Jared thrust up in Jensen’s mouth. Jensen resists the urge to gag as Jared’s cock hits the back of his throat while he is fully unprepared.
“Sorry,” Jared says, it comes out sounding more like a whimper.
Jensen just shrugs relaxing his throat muscles and taking Jared in deeper. He lets his hands slide down Jared’s body, cupping and stroking his balls, before settling at his hole. The ring of muscles is tight and dry and Jensen strokes his finger over it, testing the feel of it. Jared’s moans and bucks up into Jensen’s mouth.
Jensen slides his finger into his own mouth next to Jared’s cock and wets it. He pulls it out feeling strings of saliva clinging to it before pushing it against Jared’s hole again. Just slow pressure, not sliding in yet. He lets go of Jared’s cock to mouth at his balls, waiting for the ring of muscles to relax a little. When it does he pushes the tip of his finger in. Jared groans at the burn and Jensen lets his mouth move even lower until he’s licking where his finger is in Jared.
It feels dirty and hot as hell how Jared’s muscles tense up around his fingers and then loosen up again. Jensen doesn’t move his finger; he just licks tiny little circles around it until Jared relaxes so much Jensen can’t feel the pressure of him against his finger. Then he starts pushing softly with his tongue at the edges of his finger, trying to get the muscle to give and let his tongue slide next to it.
By the time his tongue is next to his finger Jared’s ass is wet and slippery and Jensen slowly pushes his finger in deeper. Jared had been making soft mewling noises the entire time and he started fisting his own cock. Stroking himself with slow pulls, not enough to get himself off but enough to let the pleasure build.
Jensen loved seeing Jared like this, almost crazy with desire, want. Jensen loved keeping Jared on edge blowing him until he was close and then backing off. This was almost the same.
Jensen starts moving his finger, not really sliding in and out yet, just friction.
“More,” Jared pants, “need more Jensen please.”
Jensen looks up to see Jared’s face. Jared is flushed and the hair at his temples is damp with sweat. His cock looks painfully hard against his belly, precum pooling at his navel.
“Please.”
Jared gasps as Jensen pulls his finger out crawls up the bed and kisses Jared as he reaches into the night stand to pull out lube and as afterthought a condom. Jared pulls back to see what Jensen is doing.
“Yesssss,” he sighs as he sees what Jensen is holding.
Jensen fingers Jared’s hole again, it feels slippery from his saliva and his finger slips right it, “You want it?”
Jared bucks up finger sliding all the way in before answering, “Fuck yeah,” in a soft whisper.
Jensen nods and moves down Jared’s body again. He opens the lube and lets it dribble on Jared’s hole while fucking his finger in and out. His second finger starts circling the first one and Jensen works this one in the same as he did the first. Soft movements no real pressure waiting for the muscle to relax and give.
Jensen starts scissoring his fingers, his tongue licking around his fingers again. It tastes a little like lube this time, but underneath it is all Jared. And the mewling noises Jared is making again are worth the weird taste.
By the time Jensen works in a third finger Jared has gone still pushing down on Jensen’s fingers, no sound coming from him.
When Jensen looks up Jared’s face is open, broken. He’s taking tiny little breaths almost hiccupping.
“Baby,” Jensen says, he needed to know if Jared was okay.
“More, please, more” Jared says pushing his head into the pillow and tilting his hips up.
Jensen nods taking his fingers out and grabbing for the condom. He jerks his cock a couple of times getting it from half mast to full hard, then rolls on the condom. Then he grabs the bottle of lube and applies it to himself and then a little bit more on Jared’s ass.
Jared takes in a sharp breath as Jensen lines up his cock.
“It’s gonna hurt a bit yeah,” Jensen says.
It was taking almost all his self control not to thrust in right away, but he didn’t want to hurt Jared.
Jared nods and Jensen starts pushing in slowly only the head and then he stops. He waits a bit to let Jared get used to this, making sure that Jared was okay. It was killing him to stay still, he has been on edge since the bar and the need to come pulled at his balls and Jared was so tight around him. Clenching around him, it almost felt like he was trying to pull him in.
“More,” Jared groans and Jensen pushes in further tiny little thrust until his balls touch Jared ass. He stops moving, he doesn’t want to come yet and Jared was so tight around him. It was almost too much.
He lets himself fall forward kissing Jared. Jared is taking small little breath almost like a woman in labor.
“Are you alright?” Jensen asks.
Jared nods, “Just give me a moment,” he says panting.
Jensen concentrates on kissing Jared, biting at licking his neck.
After staying like that for a while Jared thrust down, “Please Jen, move please.”
Jensen looks his boyfriend in the eyes and nods. He starts moving slow slick thrust into Jared’s body. His hands on Jared thigh pulling Jared up a little. If he could only aim his thrust just right.
Jared lets out an almost high pitched yelp.
Jensen smirks, yeah that was what he was looking for.
Jensen makes sure that he is aiming for that spot over and over again. Jared is clawing at his back trying to pull Jens closer. And Jensen loses it, he starts pounding into Jared full force. Getting lost in the tight heat of Jared. Feeling Jared clench around him every time he’d hit that spot.
“Fuck Jay you’re so tight. Oh god your ass is so hot,” Jensen grunts in Jared’s ear, “Only for me, tight hot ass. Mine.”
“Yes yours, only yours oh god,” Jared’s hand was working at his own cock, “I’m gonna baby please.”
Jensen grunts speeding up more, he was close. He wanted to come with Jared.
Jared lets out a long groan and then he’s coming between their bodies. Jensen feels Jared ass clench around him and that’s it for him. He trusts one, two, three time and then he’s coming.
They come down from their orgasm together, kissing lazily breathing each other’s air. Jared’s hand stroking up and down Jensen’s back in an almost soothing way.
After a while Jensen pulls out slowly. The movement causes Jared to whimper.
“Are you alright?” Jensen asks concerned.
He did lose control at some point, if he’d hurt Jared he doesn’t know what he’d do.
“Yeah,” Jared breathes then makes a face, “feels a little weird, slippery but yeah.”
“Good,” Jensen says snuggling close to Jared before falling asleep.
The next morning Jensen wakes up like he always does when Jared was with him, wrapped in Jared’s arms and Jared’s warms breath in his neck. Jensen smiles to himself enjoying the moment. He wanted to wake up like this for the rest of his live.
“Good morning,” Jared whispers in his ear.
Jensen shivers when Jared pulls him closer.
“Good morning love.”
Jared smiles, “Love?”
Jensen grumbles and turns around so that he can face Jared. The other man had a big grin on his face, actually the man was practically shining.
“I love you,” Jensen blurts out and Jared’s smiles grows bigger.
“I love you too, but we need to move. I have a flight to catch. Unless I skip school and stay here,” Jared suggest.
Jensen shakes his head, “No, I want you too but no. School is important,” usually his argument contains more words and sounds a lot smarter but Jensen suspects that Jared actually fucked some of his brains out yesterday.
“Hey,” Jared says looking in Jensen eyes, “promise me you won’t worry to much.”
“You can’t ask me that, you’re coming out to your parents and while doing that you’re telling them I’m the evil harlot that corrupted you into being gay,” Jensen sighs.
Jared starts laughing, “Hate to bring it to you, but I was gay before we got together.”
“not actively,” Jensen mumbles and Jared throws his head back laughing.
“Okay okay I promise to keep the freaking out to a minimum.”
Jared laughs again, “oh god how much I love you.”
A few hours later Jared leaves for California. They say goodbye for what seems like the longest time. Jensen has to remind himself that this is going to be okay. He knows Jared is going to see his parents but things will be okay. But he can’t help feeling worried. What if Chris was right? He shakes that thought, he promised Jared to not freak out.
Chapter thirteen