i miss mary catherine, jill, liz, and kelly.
i have been really sad lately.
i need to call UTC.

I got a new phone number, new home, reconnected with old friends, have met someone I really like, trying to get back in school, and I am getting my life together. I have to. So yes, about the phone number, I will make sure to send it to each and everyone of you. I will be back in two weeks to clean out my room in Decatur and move out my things ( Read more... )

i hate this disease
i hate my body
i hate myself
i hate the fact i am sad all the time
i hate hating myself

i like the sound of the rain
i want to take care of someone
really badly

someone else was trying to talk me into going to beauty school tonight
a gay man doing hair
so cliche
so cliche
then again, i might be good at it
never mind

i am going home on monday or tuesday
i need to get out of here for awhile
i hate being broke and not having a job
it fucking sucks so bad
i'll prob go home on monday night after crissy and i look for a new job

i am in a bad mood
a really bad mood

i know what would make me feel better
but that requires money

fuck

everyone wants the expensive item in the window

i am not attracted to anymore anymore
ever.
unless they're straight and i'm drunk.

i am always fucking sick
i am so over it

life has been crazy for the past two weeks ( Read more... )